i'm in a rut.
for the majority of the last couple months i've just been going through the motions. every now and then i step out and do something different, but it's mostly ssdd.
i'm tired of coasting- merely existing, not really living. i need a good way to shake things up, re-charge. i feel like a zombie most of the time.
i'll be taking...
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for the majority of the last couple months i've just been going through the motions. every now and then i step out and do something different, but it's mostly ssdd.
i'm tired of coasting- merely existing, not really living. i need a good way to shake things up, re-charge. i feel like a zombie most of the time.
i'll be taking...
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so i drove down to orlando for the alkaline trio show. i didn't enjoy myself at all, really. i found my friend but she was already drunk. i jokingly said something, as we always do with eachother, she didn't like it and she wouldn't talk to me the rest of the night.
i thought we had patched it up today but then another misunderstanding set...
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i thought we had patched it up today but then another misunderstanding set...
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stacie:
orlando is owned by mickey. i think its there to stay 
and as i am also, sadly, finding out... maybe the friend wasnt worth it in the first place
and as i am also, sadly, finding out... maybe the friend wasnt worth it in the first place
actuallynotyou:
Orlando is what happenes when you give a strip mall streroids and add a mouse.
Bomb the fucker off the planet.
It my expierence people like that are not worth it. Real friends listen and give you the benifit fo the doubt.
Bomb the fucker off the planet.
It my expierence people like that are not worth it. Real friends listen and give you the benifit fo the doubt.
i guess things are getting better. i can't complain, really. i found out my friends are planning a cruise in january, and the OT i got forced into working this week will cover it. sweet.
i'm going to orlando by-my-fucking-self saturday afternoon to see alkaline trio. that's mainly because i have to work saturday til 4, haul ass home to let the dog out, then...
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i'm going to orlando by-my-fucking-self saturday afternoon to see alkaline trio. that's mainly because i have to work saturday til 4, haul ass home to let the dog out, then...
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stacie:
hahahhaha.. no.. it makes you stronger. TRUST ME on this one. For real.
I dont like to go places by myself either. Im a big baby like that. I was desperately seeking my friend to go to the mall with me tommorrow but to no avail were my phone call or my email. *grump*
I dont like to go places by myself either. Im a big baby like that. I was desperately seeking my friend to go to the mall with me tommorrow but to no avail were my phone call or my email. *grump*
stacie:
Well, we are almost to saturday afternoon. So.. I wish you good times at the show!!!
i loathe being upset for no good reason. just out of nowhere, enraged.
i suppose that really isn't the case. there's a reason, actually many; just not any i want to deal with. there are just so many things wrong right now that my problems seem to sneak up on me when i least expect it, then they drag me to the ground and beat...
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i suppose that really isn't the case. there's a reason, actually many; just not any i want to deal with. there are just so many things wrong right now that my problems seem to sneak up on me when i least expect it, then they drag me to the ground and beat...
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finch:
i know it's tough to do, trust me i really know it's tough to do...but you can do it. *hugs* good luck getting through it, you've got friends out there if you need them.
i'm glad i have the day off tomorrow. life has felt like a perpetual loop lately. same shit, different day. too bad i have to work saturday to get this temporary respite.
not much else is going on. i'm fairly adept at maintaining the status quo. i guess i'm just boring, maybe predictable at best.
not much else is going on. i'm fairly adept at maintaining the status quo. i guess i'm just boring, maybe predictable at best.
finch:
i wish i had the day off...the problem with feeling sick is that even when i do have the day off i don't feel like i do anything at all.
damn sickness...must go away...so i can get tattoo... if it's not gone by next week i'm probably gonna do it anyway.
damn straight i'll post pics!
damn sickness...must go away...so i can get tattoo... if it's not gone by next week i'm probably gonna do it anyway.
damn straight i'll post pics!
went to see the matrix. i guess there are worse ways to waste a couple hours.
i wasn't all that impressed.
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i've realized this week that i'm still not over this girl i used to date. it's a potentially bad situation since she and i are still really good friends and talk to each other daily and see each other all the time.
nothing's...
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i wasn't all that impressed.
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i've realized this week that i'm still not over this girl i used to date. it's a potentially bad situation since she and i are still really good friends and talk to each other daily and see each other all the time.
nothing's...
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the weekend is here, finally.
this week has felt as long as a month.
i'm selecting my vacation time at work this week. it takes every ounce of strength to not use it all up in january.
i went to look at new phones tonight. i haven't done anything for myself lately, so i figure it's time to get a new gadget.
social plumage? most...
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this week has felt as long as a month.
i'm selecting my vacation time at work this week. it takes every ounce of strength to not use it all up in january.
i went to look at new phones tonight. i haven't done anything for myself lately, so i figure it's time to get a new gadget.
social plumage? most...
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'today i woke up, more awake than i have felt in years.
not concerned with anything, no tears-
i'm done with that shit.'
'you gotta love livin', baby, 'cause dyin's a pain in the ass.'
yeah, so i'm a quote fiend.
not concerned with anything, no tears-
i'm done with that shit.'
'you gotta love livin', baby, 'cause dyin's a pain in the ass.'
yeah, so i'm a quote fiend.
finch:
silly you...now i have alkaline trio in my head...
*goes off to sing*
*goes off to sing*
finch:
yeah, but...but...
eh, now i'm listening to them so it's all good
eh, now i'm listening to them so it's all good
went to the dave attell/lewis black show tonight, had a blast. mitch hedberg opened, so i was really happy with that. he rocks. dave and lewis were funny as always, but most of their sets were their current/regular material, but it was still good to hear my favorites with a slightly different spin.
my date enjoyed herself, and for that i'm glad. i was afraid...
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my date enjoyed herself, and for that i'm glad. i was afraid...
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stacie:
That's a GOOD entry.
I have probably told you this before, maybe twice.. but once you are completely comfortable in your own skin.. that's when the opposite sex seems to sneak up on you and take you by surprise
You're a sweet guy.. i think that you have someone good waiting for ya around the corner, you just dont know it yet!
(and not in a "they are going to mug you" sort of way)
I have probably told you this before, maybe twice.. but once you are completely comfortable in your own skin.. that's when the opposite sex seems to sneak up on you and take you by surprise
You're a sweet guy.. i think that you have someone good waiting for ya around the corner, you just dont know it yet!
(and not in a "they are going to mug you" sort of way)
actuallynotyou:
Hey man I almost went to that show last night but i was too tired, I'm happy to hear it was funny.. I was watching the Daily Show and the Ad for it came on and I'm like, man I should have went.. Oh well there's always next time, unless they die.
I have no idea when i'll be playing in town, I'm just playing drums for an old friend (one of the Cadets if you follow local music) who's going to play a few solo shows.
I have no idea when i'll be playing in town, I'm just playing drums for an old friend (one of the Cadets if you follow local music) who's going to play a few solo shows.
this has been a great weekend.
the halloween party was good- i didn't get too messed up, met lots of people, had a good time.
work sucked saturday, but it always does. i had a mild hangover but still managed to put up enough sales to look productive.
saturday night i went to the greyhound track. it was an interesting experience. i didn't do too...
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the halloween party was good- i didn't get too messed up, met lots of people, had a good time.
work sucked saturday, but it always does. i had a mild hangover but still managed to put up enough sales to look productive.
saturday night i went to the greyhound track. it was an interesting experience. i didn't do too...
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finch:
awh, well thanks and hi.
i don't really put stock in hidden dream meanings either...but with this one i'm pretty damn curious. *shrug*
and hi.
i don't really put stock in hidden dream meanings either...but with this one i'm pretty damn curious. *shrug*
delilah_banks:
snow is fun. It makes it feel all warm and cozy. Ice is bad however. Ice without snow tires is VERY bad.
I have this giant urge to go to the east coast right now. I have no idea why, but I do.
I have this giant urge to go to the east coast right now. I have no idea why, but I do.
ok, so i suck.
i can't say i chickened out of the anna nicole costume, but i'm just too lazy to put something like that together.
however, in keeping with the theme of fucked-up reality shows about celebrities, i'm gonna go as ozzy. maybe its a bit of a copout, i dunno. i just want to be as comfortable as possible.
it was either that...
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i can't say i chickened out of the anna nicole costume, but i'm just too lazy to put something like that together.
however, in keeping with the theme of fucked-up reality shows about celebrities, i'm gonna go as ozzy. maybe its a bit of a copout, i dunno. i just want to be as comfortable as possible.
it was either that...
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stacie:
OMG! A flying monkey costume!?!?!? THAT FUCKING ROCKS!
Enjoy yourself no matter what you do or who you go as!
Enjoy yourself no matter what you do or who you go as!
stacie:
At any rate, i bet that fucking costume kicked ass!
That sounds like something i would want to OWN!
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA!
That sounds like something i would want to OWN!
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA!
'you only live once; and the way i live, once is enough.'
-frank sinatra
of course, he meant all the positive stuff.
actually, i ought to take encouragement from sinatra. he ruled the world during the 40's and early 50's and still got his heart broken, got fucked over by women and experienced his share of bad shit, lost his voice(and his livelihood) for a...
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-frank sinatra
of course, he meant all the positive stuff.
actually, i ought to take encouragement from sinatra. he ruled the world during the 40's and early 50's and still got his heart broken, got fucked over by women and experienced his share of bad shit, lost his voice(and his livelihood) for a...
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adeline:
Sinatra is the GOAT!! (greatest of all time) I was obsessed with him and the Rat Pack when I was younger, hell I still am.
Everyone goes through shit, they might not always go through the same exact experiences as you, but people go through the same emotions through different experiences..it's good to be aware of that, it makes lifes obsticles a little bit easier to get through.
Everyone goes through shit, they might not always go through the same exact experiences as you, but people go through the same emotions through different experiences..it's good to be aware of that, it makes lifes obsticles a little bit easier to get through.
delilah_banks:
I've been feeling very lonely lately, but fuck it.
Yeah, high school wasn't even that bad. It's all very stupid, really.
Yeah, high school wasn't even that bad. It's all very stupid, really.
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[Edited on Nov 22, 2003 8:01AM]