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Pittsburgh, Pa

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Thursday Jun 18, 2009

Jun 18, 2009
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Where did the fucking days go? I feel like I am living in a hole. I turned around and a month has gone by since my last post. In that time all kinds of awesome sets have gone up and good blogs as well. I haven't been commenting on shit. I just don't know what happened. I went to Hell City in that time which was cool as as hell. I hung out with nikonphoto80 and that was great. Of course two people who aren't very good in social situations makes for an interesting time. I was glad he was there and it was cool to hang.

Work is ok. It is a rough gig that doesn't pay much. I deal with some shit situations. I have had a fair amount of trauma, terror and bad times in my life so a lot of this is not new to me. It still never ceases to amaze me what people are capable of doing to each other. In my department we only deal with kids and the major shit that happens to them, so we see some bad stuff.

Not much else going on. Just trying to live. Battling depression and all the normal fun stuff. I am living on a tight budget, just riding my bikes, reading and trying to stay sane.
I have lived all over the world and have found that it doesn't matter where you live, you are still the same person. Minor things change but the core of you does not change. It is making being back in Pittsburgh easier this time around.
Time to go.
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nemesis:
What is it that you work with now? I read about people who work in social services and treatment centers and those fields and I am in awe of the strength that these people have to be able to deal with so much depressing, absolutely heartwrenching stuff. I don't think I could do it. I would go completely insane. At the same time its so important that someone DOES this work, its so sad that we don't honour it more than we do.

Wish there was something I could do to make things better for you, but at least know that you're in my thoughts.

kiss
Jun 24, 2009
nikonphoto80:
thank you, all I did today was work, last night was fun, but at the end I got into a big drunk discussion that made me realize how alone I have been my whole life.
Jul 20, 2009

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