Got my medical bill for my uninsured hospital stay, the damage is $22,000. Fuck. Fucking fuck. That was a surgery and 3 days in the hospital. $22,000 fucking dollars. Gotta set up a payment plan for sure. I didn't get shit for aid and got a small discount from the hospital. Puts a damper on my plans for sure.
The job interview went really well but because it is a state/county government job there is an assload of bureaucracy involved and I will hear something in "30-90 days". Cripes. Now I have to decide what to do in the meantime. My unemployment runs out soon and I am going crazy from not working. I am either going to deliver some pizza on the side or do the bike messenger thing. I am going to look at both and see what is up. A bullshit security job is possible also. I want the job I interviewed for so I will look at other options until then.
I am going to Hell City. I reserved a room so I can stay the night. I will be there on the Saturday and Sunday. That is something to look forward to.
Shit else going on. Just dealing with the weight of my current situation and looking at my options. Doing some serious soul searching. When I left the contracting job I had plans and nothing has worked out. It is starting to weigh on me fairly heavily. Starting to get a little edgy. Not drinking anymore makes it tough because I can't drown my sorrows.
I am going to ride this shit away on some trails.
The job interview went really well but because it is a state/county government job there is an assload of bureaucracy involved and I will hear something in "30-90 days". Cripes. Now I have to decide what to do in the meantime. My unemployment runs out soon and I am going crazy from not working. I am either going to deliver some pizza on the side or do the bike messenger thing. I am going to look at both and see what is up. A bullshit security job is possible also. I want the job I interviewed for so I will look at other options until then.
I am going to Hell City. I reserved a room so I can stay the night. I will be there on the Saturday and Sunday. That is something to look forward to.
Shit else going on. Just dealing with the weight of my current situation and looking at my options. Doing some serious soul searching. When I left the contracting job I had plans and nothing has worked out. It is starting to weigh on me fairly heavily. Starting to get a little edgy. Not drinking anymore makes it tough because I can't drown my sorrows.
I am going to ride this shit away on some trails.
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nikonphoto80:
happy late birthday.
thyestean23:
At least you have a method for dealing. You sound motivated to go after what you want rather than play the victim. I completely admire that. Good luck, stay tough...I wish you the best.