Hope is gone.
Very sobering when you have one perception and the other has a different perception. My heart and stomach siezed up and I was speechless. Now I can't stop laughing, not a happy laugh, a sad and scary laugh. But it is clarity and clarity sucks. Hope is gone.
Working 159.5 hours these past 2 weeks, with a day off, isn't helping matters. Throw school on top of that and you have a serious motherfucker. Oh, and the clarity thing.
Riding is still therapy for me. Got an awesome ride in today, which helped clear the head some. Lots of climbing, the result of which was a great view and a somewhat clear head.
Paper to write that I keep putting off. Excellent.
Very sobering when you have one perception and the other has a different perception. My heart and stomach siezed up and I was speechless. Now I can't stop laughing, not a happy laugh, a sad and scary laugh. But it is clarity and clarity sucks. Hope is gone.
Working 159.5 hours these past 2 weeks, with a day off, isn't helping matters. Throw school on top of that and you have a serious motherfucker. Oh, and the clarity thing.
Riding is still therapy for me. Got an awesome ride in today, which helped clear the head some. Lots of climbing, the result of which was a great view and a somewhat clear head.
Paper to write that I keep putting off. Excellent.
myra:
Thank you so much for your comment on my set! 