Damn. A month since my last update. I guess I haven't had much to say. I also have been sporadically active on the site, I check all the sets but my posting and such has been off.
I got an appointment for some more ink in September and will be going back to Stockholm the first half of September. In the middle of my time...
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I got an appointment for some more ink in September and will be going back to Stockholm the first half of September. In the middle of my time...
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Excellent. In the last couple days we have new sets from:
Chloe
and
Nemesis
I cannot put into words how much I love the new Nemesis set. It just knocks me on my ass.
I am trying to get over being sick right now. The shit is just lingering. It knocked me on my ass pretty hard and took a decent toll on me. So...
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Chloe
and
Nemesis
I cannot put into words how much I love the new Nemesis set. It just knocks me on my ass.
I am trying to get over being sick right now. The shit is just lingering. It knocked me on my ass pretty hard and took a decent toll on me. So...
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nikonphoto80:
well I'm going to try to go.
I really hope the new place works out.
I hope the puppy helps her, she is a very good person.
I really hope the new place works out.
I hope the puppy helps her, she is a very good person.
nemesis:
I wish I could see the great things people who are visiting see in Stockholm. It's not even the 'hating where you grew up' - syndrome, since I feel I didn't really grow up there. I grew up when I moved away from there. Stockholm used to be filled with all these angsty memories, but now even they are gone. Dealt with.
Although, esthetically speaking I can still see why Stockholm would be a fun place to visit. There are parts of that city that are pretty cool. Where were you the last time you visited?
Yeah, finally I applied to a bachelors program in art & business.. or something like that. (It's in culture & business but then you choose your major in different fields and I chose art). Now I'm immideatly regretting I didn't pick litterature. But it might be something I'm able to change once we start. I don't know if I'm going to pursue it though, I'd much rather take the bachelor programs that are available at other Universities in different cities. So I'll probably make that transition in the coming year...
It would be a big move. Again. Ugh.
Although, esthetically speaking I can still see why Stockholm would be a fun place to visit. There are parts of that city that are pretty cool. Where were you the last time you visited?
Yeah, finally I applied to a bachelors program in art & business.. or something like that. (It's in culture & business but then you choose your major in different fields and I chose art). Now I'm immideatly regretting I didn't pick litterature. But it might be something I'm able to change once we start. I don't know if I'm going to pursue it though, I'd much rather take the bachelor programs that are available at other Universities in different cities. So I'll probably make that transition in the coming year...
It would be a big move. Again. Ugh. Back from vacation, sadly back from vacation. I hate this place but it is necessary right now.
Vacation was good and bad as with everything. The weather was terrible and I learned to never go to Poland on Easter weekend as the place is shut down.
Without going into great detail it was a good time, I took a ton of pictures, walked a ton,...
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Vacation was good and bad as with everything. The weather was terrible and I learned to never go to Poland on Easter weekend as the place is shut down.
Without going into great detail it was a good time, I took a ton of pictures, walked a ton,...
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nikonphoto80:
It's just not far at all, she is a really good person and has a really good heart and is just so one of a kind and she has had a really tuff life, I know she is in a really bad place right now, she is going to need all the positive energy she can get, I have told all my friends to pray for her and give her positive energy. I just hope she lets me help her, or at least lets some one help her, she is not alone in this and I want to make sure she knows that.
yes that dick is still there, I'm just waiting for him to say something to me so I can tell him it is hard to intimidate some one who is going to quit in the next month.
yes that dick is still there, I'm just waiting for him to say something to me so I can tell him it is hard to intimidate some one who is going to quit in the next month.
nemesis:
Seems like we both have some figuring out to do, or rather some plans to make about the future. 
Vacation starts on Saturday after work.
4 days in Copenhagen, Denmark
4 days in Warsaw, Poland
4 days in Budapest, Hungary
I am fucking fired up for this. I can't stop thinking about it. I am pretty excited. It has been 10 years since I was in Budapest.
It is going to be a rough trip, very rough. It is basically a 12 day bender...
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4 days in Copenhagen, Denmark
4 days in Warsaw, Poland
4 days in Budapest, Hungary
I am fucking fired up for this. I can't stop thinking about it. I am pretty excited. It has been 10 years since I was in Budapest.
It is going to be a rough trip, very rough. It is basically a 12 day bender...
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oro:
thanks for commenting on my set! oh and your profile picture is kickass, that movie was awesome...
nemesis:
So how did it go? Did you have a good time?
Sometimes the harsh reality of this life really catches up to you.
I am in Kosovo and they declared independence. It is bullshit. I do not support it. Just based on the fact that is a...
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nikonphoto80:
See that is what I think, I think they knew if they brought him over there he would take a lot of people down and I know he likes doing it, you can tell, but he doesn't intimidate me, if he fucks with me I will tell him to stick it up his ass and then walk out, we will see how much work he gets down when his best workers are gone, he is going to have a big surprise.
I'm going to try to find a place that has 2 openings because my friend will now need a ride, she was ridding to work with her ex boyfriend (who she lives with) because she doesn't have a car, so right now she is fucked so I told her I will try to find a job for both of us so she will have a ride to work.
I'm going to try to find a place that has 2 openings because my friend will now need a ride, she was ridding to work with her ex boyfriend (who she lives with) because she doesn't have a car, so right now she is fucked so I told her I will try to find a job for both of us so she will have a ride to work.
nemesis:
I hope things start to improve for you.
"As long as you don't become comfertable in your cage" - you hit the nail on the head there.
I hope things start to improve for you.
"As long as you don't become comfertable in your cage" - you hit the nail on the head there.
I think this video/song sums up how I feel right now. How my body, mind and spirit feels right now:
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nikonphoto80:
Yes Capote was a really good movie, on the DVD it has 3 really good documentaries about the movie and about him. Writing that book is pretty much what killed him.
To kill a mocking bird was my first DVD, it also has a great documentary about the town and about the making of the movie, it is almost 2 hrs long.
I guess that is possible, but I don't think it is very likely, first off he was an arrogant man who liked to have all the attention, I don't think he would do something for some one else with out taking the credit and I don't see how he would have the time to do it with all the other stuff going on and it doesn't really seem like his style, but I could be wrong.
i hope you feel better.
To kill a mocking bird was my first DVD, it also has a great documentary about the town and about the making of the movie, it is almost 2 hrs long.
I guess that is possible, but I don't think it is very likely, first off he was an arrogant man who liked to have all the attention, I don't think he would do something for some one else with out taking the credit and I don't see how he would have the time to do it with all the other stuff going on and it doesn't really seem like his style, but I could be wrong.
i hope you feel better.
nikonphoto80:
Yes they are, it would be good music for me to site back and relax to. I take it you had seen those videos before.
Well I did do it last year, last year I was awake for almost 40 hrs non stop, but last year I had 3 other people with me. I don't want to do that this year but I just don't know what else to do.
Well I did do it last year, last year I was awake for almost 40 hrs non stop, but last year I had 3 other people with me. I don't want to do that this year but I just don't know what else to do.
I am fucking tired. Night shift tired. Work tired. Life tired. I am like a zombie right now. Or maybe a machine. Everyday is exactly the same: wake up, work out, drink coffee, read/watch movie/internet, work, sleep. The only variety I get is what workout I do and what I read or watch. Oh, sometimes I go to the PX and that is a big...
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zarth:
Where in the Former Yugoslavia are you? I hear the political situation in Kosovo is getting tense, which is why I ask.
Sucks about the nightmares. Coworkers, too, of course. For what it's worth, I sympathize.
Sucks about the nightmares. Coworkers, too, of course. For what it's worth, I sympathize.
zarth:
If it makes you feel better to call me a coward or a weakling I suppose there's not much I can do about it.
It doesn't make a difference to me, anyway.
It doesn't make a difference to me, anyway.
her: bully
wow: pumpkin
So, Happy New Year?
Mine is off to a fucked start but I have determined that until I get out of here nothing will be worth much of anything. Still waiting on my fucking transcripts to come. It is taking a long while. Of course our mail is all messed up. We haven't gotten any in 3 or 4 days now....
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wow: pumpkin
So, Happy New Year?
Mine is off to a fucked start but I have determined that until I get out of here nothing will be worth much of anything. Still waiting on my fucking transcripts to come. It is taking a long while. Of course our mail is all messed up. We haven't gotten any in 3 or 4 days now....
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zarth:
Thank you. Your words meant a lot to me.
chloe:
Trixie and Chloe DO rule the world! whoooo-hooooo! 
her:Bully
she will be greatly missed: GoGo
Two days until Xmas so why not update? I will be working both Xmas and New Year. That is fine. Nothing else to do and I get paid double, so fuck it. This will be nothing new. I have been home for xmas 3 times since 1991. Most of them I have been deployed or somewhere else....
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she will be greatly missed: GoGo
Two days until Xmas so why not update? I will be working both Xmas and New Year. That is fine. Nothing else to do and I get paid double, so fuck it. This will be nothing new. I have been home for xmas 3 times since 1991. Most of them I have been deployed or somewhere else....
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nikonphoto80:
well I hope all went well. I hope one day you will like Christmas, I love getting people stuff and seeing there face when they open it.
what is the book about? I wish I could read that fast.
What classics are you talking about? the only one I know of is GoGo.
what is the book about? I wish I could read that fast.
What classics are you talking about? the only one I know of is GoGo.
zarth:
Thanks. I'm glad to have some positive news.
As for your question, I just got sick of not being me, and I'll be busy for the next few days with things other than jobhunting. I still haven't found anything yet.
Hope your Christmas sucked less than most. But yeah, I'm fairly convinced that the whole holiday season does nothing but make most of us feel worse by demanding that we pretend to feel great.
As for your question, I just got sick of not being me, and I'll be busy for the next few days with things other than jobhunting. I still haven't found anything yet.
Hope your Christmas sucked less than most. But yeah, I'm fairly convinced that the whole holiday season does nothing but make most of us feel worse by demanding that we pretend to feel great.
her: Bully
she will be missed: GoGo
her: Snow
Night shift=ass sucking. My body does not do well on night shift. It is amazing that there is next to nothing going on at nights and I get next to nothing done and feel exhausted. I had all these grand plans of shit to get done and I have done nothing. Awesome.
I am just treading...
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she will be missed: GoGo
her: Snow
Night shift=ass sucking. My body does not do well on night shift. It is amazing that there is next to nothing going on at nights and I get next to nothing done and feel exhausted. I had all these grand plans of shit to get done and I have done nothing. Awesome.
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zarth:
Or something, yeah.
Some humans are naturally nocturnal, but for most of us, yeah, night shift wrecks us. And yeah, you do need to get out of contracting. It's no life for a righteous man like yourself. It's killing you, from what I can see. You're just lucky you're so damn tough.
Some humans are naturally nocturnal, but for most of us, yeah, night shift wrecks us. And yeah, you do need to get out of contracting. It's no life for a righteous man like yourself. It's killing you, from what I can see. You're just lucky you're so damn tough.
nikonphoto80:
I'm so, so, so very sorry GoGo left, she was one of the good ones, I will always remember her.
I don't really like night shit, I did it once and it seemed like all I did was sleep on my time off.
What is the job that you are really wanting?
Good luck with everything.
I don't really like night shit, I did it once and it seemed like all I did was sleep on my time off.
What is the job that you are really wanting?
Good luck with everything.
her: Bully
her: GoGo
her: Pistolita
I guess I should update this thing as it has been a month.
Done with school, finally accomplishing something I started in '91. At least it is done. And for now I am in limbo, planning and preparing for the next step. I am working night shift in the office for a month so I will be getting my...
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her: GoGo
her: Pistolita
I guess I should update this thing as it has been a month.
Done with school, finally accomplishing something I started in '91. At least it is done. And for now I am in limbo, planning and preparing for the next step. I am working night shift in the office for a month so I will be getting my...
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nikonphoto80:
I will some how come up with the money for SG, I just will have to do with out something that week.
I just wish he would give me some money for the time he did stay here.
I don't know if I can take much more.
Congratulations. How much longer do you have before the contract is up? What kind of jobs and where are the jobs that you are applying to?
That is the way I feel about my job, but the money isn't really that great.
Good luck with the German.
I just wish he would give me some money for the time he did stay here.
I don't know if I can take much more.
Congratulations. How much longer do you have before the contract is up? What kind of jobs and where are the jobs that you are applying to?
That is the way I feel about my job, but the money isn't really that great.
Good luck with the German.
zarth:
He's very nearly fine already.
And thanks. Ming seemed appropriate, though he's just up while I'm officially jobhunting. We'll see how long that lasts.
And thanks. Ming seemed appropriate, though he's just up while I'm officially jobhunting. We'll see how long that lasts.
her: Bully
her: GoGo
and her: Nemesis
I have a lot to say but not the time or energy to say it. So I will try to get out what I can.
It has been snowing since about 0100 last night. It is going to be a rough winter. I arrived here 2 years ago at this time and it was snowing and it was...
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her: GoGo
and her: Nemesis
I have a lot to say but not the time or energy to say it. So I will try to get out what I can.
It has been snowing since about 0100 last night. It is going to be a rough winter. I arrived here 2 years ago at this time and it was snowing and it was...
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zarth:
You guess correctly. It's "Argh" in the exasperated way.
How are you bearing up out there?
How are you bearing up out there?
meow:
Oh, trust me, I'm very aware that I'm misanthropic.
:]
i am glad that I went, I just wish I would have had some one with me, if I would have had some one with me then I could have talked to them the whole time and not felt so bad just walking around by myself.
I'm glad you like the photos, I have a BFA in photography so I'm really hard on myself because my teachers were always hard on me, I just need to realize that these kinds of photos are just for fun.
I hope the tattoo turns out great.
Well I hope you take a lot of photos when you go there, I want to go there so bad.