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blackeyed ow FINALS! why are you kicking my ass?! blackeyed blackeyed OW! blackeyed stop! blackeyed bastard! blackeyed ow blackeyed

who wants an excerpt from a story? no one? TOO MUTHERFUCKING BAD (that's write, i'm layin it down) ssorry if it's confusing- lost formatting:

Claire
Every morning I wake up and pop the pills my mother gives me. One brown one, two little white ones, and a green one. The brown is St....
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bankman:
I'm there with bells on!...
maxx:
Look at Ava's second comment on this page. That brings a tear to my eye. I'm still so proud of that. L and I did good.

reading this reminds me of a time that I read a while back ago. I don't actually get my nose in a book very often. I mostly just read the onion and the message boards. And the occational kid's book because that forces writers to write within the confinds of a child's understanding. It's interesting to see what sinks and what swims. I also read movie theory books. but that's hardly fiction

anyway, as I was saying. I was in Borders, wondering around killing time. And I picked some book of the shelves. Some recent novel. I don't remember what accolades it had that made me pick it up, maybe oprah liked it or it was a NYTimes bestseller or it won some award or it had a glossy cover. But nevertheless it caught my eye and I sat down and began reading it.

Being as I hardly ever read books like that, espicially modern ones, I was overtaken by the style and structure of it. Like Doctor Zhivago. Ever seen that? It's like it's almost just there to show off what a brilliant filmmaker David Lean is. And the book was just there to say "look how I can write." That's not at all a bad thing.

This reminds me of the feeling I got while I was reading that. I know I could never write like this. It's not my thing. And it just gives me this undying respect for people who can write like this. It's a weird feeling and I kinda had forgetten about it. I felt the same about actors after attending a large play's rehersal.

so there it is.





and I think you used the wrong form of "write" but maybe you were being funny. Let's just pretend you were being funny.
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i just called my mom. we live pretty far away from each other, soon to be half way around the world. i can tell it bothers her that she might not get to see me before i go. i just almost gave up all my plans until october when she put my niece on the phone and she said 'hi.' it was the first time...
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jivesucka52:
Blue is the color she saw when she closed her eyes. Not blue like the sky. Not blue like the ocean but blue like her insides. No one knew the blue she felt-the kind of blue that fueled that colored Picasso period. Beauty is only skin deep she knew but everyone else thought she was perfect because her beauty was matched only by the beauty of the sky and ocean. Outward beauty is like the closing winter's sky and snow. It's still pretty but it's fading quickly to make room for the warm sun and Blue skies.
papawheelie:
yo. how'd your presentation thinger go?
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bionicfemme and foolish in the mission like yo...
and i don't mean the position wink

love kiss confused oink oink oink bok
-----------------newsflash---------------------

oh so tired...last night was good times. bionic femme and i went to see this dance performance at this cute little theatre in the mission. and before we had the BEST nacho's in the WORLD at my favourite place that makes the best nachos in the world.
then we went...
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bionicfemme:
Yeah i'm gonna keep on truckin'...straight out of this GOD FORSAKEN CITY!!! SHIT!!!

I really do need to get the fuck out of here. frown
bankman:
To die with a belly full of the BEST nachos....might be woth it. Come on, tell me please....Is it El Farlito's? Casa Sanchez, they have great salsa...i dont know, but i need to.
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blackeyed ow.
yoga for 3 hours

mad people yelled at me for things that weren't my fault.

frown family issues.

blackeyed ow blackeyed ow blackeyed ow blackeyed ow blackeyed

good times. robot

"Mama, take this badge off of me
I can't use it anymore..."

hiding in my bed miao!! miao!! miao!!
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articulus:
stick to your guns, dear. it's not easy being beautiful. smile

"buckets of rain, buckets of tears.
got all them buckets coming out of my ears.
buckets of moonbeams in my hands..."
joscelyne:
wow, I need yoga for 3 hours. even one hour... and dammit i left my yoga stuff at work, ugh! someone prolly threw them away or took 'em. oh well.

I was gonna recycle my prom dress but my boobs are too big for the empire waist frown so I bought a new one that hides it, haha.

PROMMMMM!
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so this morning in the bathroom, there were TWO broken bottles, a big coke spillage, and trash ALL OVER THE FLOOR...i love love love being an RA SO MUCH, i really really do: see my smile biggrin .

but i don't like cleaning up after 52 very dirty girls(and i know at least one of you will take that in the wrong way whatever )...

but i'm in a surprisingly...
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tarbaby:
hey girlie! did we figure out that little problem we were talking about? email me...kiss
oninotaki:
Oh Oh you've been tagged !!!!!!! I hope it comes around to me! By Coke do you mean the drink or the drug?
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Separation - ws merwin

Your absence has gone through me
Like thread through a needle.
Everything I do is stiched with its color.

man i really wish i wrote that. so much in so little...
went to the bf's place last night...always nice to see him. i'm a lucky lucky girl. smile
do you ever just start missing people/things for no reason whatsoever? i don't mean...
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dubt:
I know how that housing situation feels... I JUST found a place to live and it is such a relief, and before that, it was the worst feeling ever... very happy to getting out of this dorm room whatever

kiss
dogslife:
I only just moved out of my mom's house in Sept. to go to grad school. I've found the hardest part is talking to my brother on the phone, because we aren't used to such direct conversation. But it's getting easier, and better.

Re: your break-up song suggestsion: "Most of the Time"

Right on. I love that album, and especially that song. The chords just kind of wander under those lyrics of false assertion and denial, like it's a mantra he's repeating to himself.
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i love the girls and the money and the shame of life....
wink kiss confused
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oninotaki:
Cant argue with that, also I will be posting hamster updates and photos all the time in my best attempt to make him IMMORTAL!smile
demigauge:
ah ..ok..i'm more of a comic geek than anything heh
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ohhhhhh someone put new pics up... bfemme and me!

tonight i can write the saddest lines...

(or rather i need to. deadline tomorrow puke eeek eeek eeek puke )

who loves kitty?
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rickroyal:
Wow. Um. Just, wow. You're quite the hottie. Damn. And here I was just lusting after your mind.
tarbaby:
heyheyhey-did ya get your story written?
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tonight i went to trivia at the bar with my friends. i won $5 (yes!) but this was skimming the surface, waiting to let go. thank god it didn't:

this is what i need:
i need to feel one bit of the passion that i felt radiating of your skin and cooling on mine in the night in the air in the ocean breeze in...
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jacqui:
i cant really see your faace but i can see why people would think you resemble jennifer.
lucky girl
miao!!
iyce:
hey you seem like a nice person. maybe you can help me figure something out. can you tell me what in the hell this movie "Amelie" is about lol! Everyone is constantly talking about it. I know, Immma dork...and u don't even want to know why........
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Dreaming: i would if i could fly
Im in the shower, running the soap over my shoulders. I glance down, and see that my shoulder is covered in red. I look at my hands, and I see that my fingertips are bleeding. I see that my toes are doing the same. In the dream this is completely natural, although Im a bit confused. But when...
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rickroyal:
The offer is very tempting. Very tempting, indeed.
honkeykong:
-you're giving out virtual hugs and kisses? what about me? don't i get some love?

-actually, i don't know you too well...maybe a virtual high-five will do.

-do you think i can give someone a virtual drop-kick?