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this journal is for the lovely

AVA
she's the best.

ow...
the lady is sunburned...
i did get to jump of big rocks into deep, cool water yesterday, though... there is something strangely, or not so strangely, exhilerating about knowing that if you jump...that's it. and then the water envelopes you.
you resurface...
breathing.
for some, i suppose the breathing part would be a disappointment. not for me. acceptance of death and the immediate rejection of it, on some small level, is facing and relieving fear.
reject it all. reject structure. but then build a new one. you can't be without...but you don' t have to be within someone else's idea of perfection.
i think when people discuss perfection, they can only speak in ideas and fantasy...

now where is my aloe vera...
on another note, thank god for the bionicfemme, my personal saviour and super hero. i am going to begin a cult following. who's with me? biggrin bok
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ryman:
I'm going to take swimming lessons this summer so I can dive into the North Sea and freeze to death rather than drowning...
But right now I'm thinking of climbing into the hottest, bubbliest bath and lying there and soaking it all away. I might read "the old man and the sea2 and have some wine too, try not to drop them both in the water....
I've realised that sometimes you just have to have faith in the small things (baths, tea, friends you've made over an internet porn site...) and let the big stuff sort itself out.
That's the theory anyway.
And I will try to get a photo up at some point. I don't have a scanner though, and I'm an ugly fuck so I don't doubt that the image you have of me in your head is probably a whole lot better than the reality.
You're great, but I hope you're moisturising that sunburn.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx dan
Jun 13, 2003
maxx:
did you know ava and I are actually married?
that's why her name is Avaimoo.




well...it should be.
Jun 17, 2003

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