ok this sucks
my dads best friend is dying from cancer
he has stopped kemo and has a number of days left to live
tomorrow we are all going down to the old camarillo pond to have a model boat race/ b-b-q
I DONT KNOW HOW TO THINK
this man is more family to me than any real family members, he has always been there...
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my dads best friend is dying from cancer
he has stopped kemo and has a number of days left to live
tomorrow we are all going down to the old camarillo pond to have a model boat race/ b-b-q
I DONT KNOW HOW TO THINK
this man is more family to me than any real family members, he has always been there...
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so everyone should check out my bestest friend in the whole wide world
ROACH....new photo set
this shit took forever to go up
and it makes me get boners
give good comments or i'll fuckin slit your throats
ROACH....new photo set
this shit took forever to go up
and it makes me get boners
give good comments or i'll fuckin slit your throats
sea:
alright then lets go bitch!!!
see you in the thunderdome!!!
lol
this is you:
haha
see you in the thunderdome!!!
lol
this is you:
haha
derelict:
hi.
you like random chicks from all over the country, or found me lurking around my closest, blowing clouds of smoke?
umm, hopefully the later.
But I'm guessing not.
you like random chicks from all over the country, or found me lurking around my closest, blowing clouds of smoke?
umm, hopefully the later.
But I'm guessing not.
how does one forget?
how does one do what needs to be done?
when the outcome is unseen
the fear is overwhelming
there are no more options, just an abyss of the untold truth
whats happens tomorrow can very well change all things gone sour
the privilege of dreams keeps a chin up
the unknown scares the fuck outta me
masked by associated smiles
ADORE...
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how does one do what needs to be done?
when the outcome is unseen
the fear is overwhelming
there are no more options, just an abyss of the untold truth
whats happens tomorrow can very well change all things gone sour
the privilege of dreams keeps a chin up
the unknown scares the fuck outta me
masked by associated smiles
ADORE...
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burmilla:
hum?
I forgive you
I forgive you
to break
destruction of time
severed relations
a pause in reality accompanied by nightmarish memories
whos at fault
you are looking at it
destruction of time
severed relations
a pause in reality accompanied by nightmarish memories
whos at fault
you are looking at it
six feet beneath the earth
carcass litter poluting what was once a paradise
only one can make the team
a constant struggle to survive in a disgusting environment
i want to lose and run off with the biggest trophey
plundered, raped, pillaged
bringing sexy back in the form of ancient rituals
acceptable to few
admired by many
carcass litter poluting what was once a paradise
only one can make the team
a constant struggle to survive in a disgusting environment
i want to lose and run off with the biggest trophey
plundered, raped, pillaged
bringing sexy back in the form of ancient rituals
acceptable to few
admired by many
lets cast aside all formal introductions
blasting the ozone with fumes of tetra hydra cannibinol
seduction in the form of a flower
shes never done me dirty
too bad marriage isn't an option
the future has a plan for me, fuck if i can figure it out
participation rather than anticipation
in the mean time...
I DESTROY!
blasting the ozone with fumes of tetra hydra cannibinol
seduction in the form of a flower
shes never done me dirty
too bad marriage isn't an option
the future has a plan for me, fuck if i can figure it out
participation rather than anticipation
in the mean time...
I DESTROY!
roach:
this is what i was trying to explain the other night
you are speaking about my favorite flower!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is what i was trying to explain the other night
you are speaking about my favorite flower!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
roach:
it looks good and excellent placement!!!!!!!! 
good job done!!!!!
good job done!!!!!violent behavior...
all perfectly natural in a society whose advances are limited to its technology.
the basic behavior of the modern human is hardly different from that of its primitive ancestors.
the only noticable changes are trends.
people are ignorant little thorns, cutting into one another.
they seem incapable of advancing beyond the violent tendencies which, at one time, were necessary for survival
all perfectly natural in a society whose advances are limited to its technology.
the basic behavior of the modern human is hardly different from that of its primitive ancestors.
the only noticable changes are trends.
people are ignorant little thorns, cutting into one another.
they seem incapable of advancing beyond the violent tendencies which, at one time, were necessary for survival
roach:
this is all very true but i wonder are you directing this towards someone???????
90 mutha fuckin days
who would have thought id ever get here, not me
its my third time around and this is my first time getting this far
my new skin still doesnt fit just right
but i guess thats part of the growing process
i just wish i had someone to share this day with
where are you?
who would have thought id ever get here, not me
its my third time around and this is my first time getting this far
my new skin still doesnt fit just right
but i guess thats part of the growing process
i just wish i had someone to share this day with
where are you?
roach:
i am sooooo excited you did it!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
......thank you
......thank you
ladie:
congratulations!
bones and tissue
tubes and fat!!!
sustained by blood
nothing more than a poorly tended machine
tubes and fat!!!
sustained by blood
nothing more than a poorly tended machine
burmilla:
hi?
chynadoll:
Hello!
go see transformers, thats shit was bad ass
i couldn't have asked for a better day
except it was like 100 degrees, dry heat
the most beautiful of all roaches kept me company
ate some bomb salad
watch some sparkles drop from the sky
time to fade
...so sayith thy left hand of god
i couldn't have asked for a better day
except it was like 100 degrees, dry heat
the most beautiful of all roaches kept me company
ate some bomb salad
watch some sparkles drop from the sky
time to fade
...so sayith thy left hand of god
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sea:
awww how romantic... transforming alien robots, roach, salad and fireworks..... 
hehe i kid
hehe i kid
chynadoll:
Transformers rocks!! I have seen it two times now!! 
sweltering inferno that i call home
the valley, a sespool of corrupted barbie dolls
noses in the air, vanity plastered across pre-addolencent faces
the mission for work melts within cracked asfault
who has a pool? skinny dip and fully clothed
it dont matter
even a pool of blood, moisture is key
lemonade stands, what ever happened to them?
id even settle for kool-aid or purple...
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the valley, a sespool of corrupted barbie dolls
noses in the air, vanity plastered across pre-addolencent faces
the mission for work melts within cracked asfault
who has a pool? skinny dip and fully clothed
it dont matter
even a pool of blood, moisture is key
lemonade stands, what ever happened to them?
id even settle for kool-aid or purple...
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roach:
all very good points......you are always sooo full of wisdom 
You don't want your last memories to be weird, and regretful,
of course death is a part of life...yadda yadda yadda
I hope things went well.