Saturday Sep 17, 2005

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I've gotten into a social rut lately.

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Example:

Them: Blah Blah Blah sincerity Blah Blah

Me: Unoriginal Akward Statement.

Them: Blah Blah, weird look, Blah Blah

Me: Spineless retreat

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I don't want to sound like I'm beating up on myself for the sake of self-loathing, because I'm not.

This is a problem. This bad habit of mine plagued me when I was in high school to the point where I missed out on a lot of fun. I'm not in bad moods or good moods....I'm robotic, asexual, and lacking passion on all degrees. Therefore, my interactions with people are usually robotic, unoriginal and plain.

Usually this means that I'm unhappy with something so fundamental in my life I don't see any way of changing it. This usually is caused from too much free time, Lack of expression ect.

I need to get my cock back. I need to get an edge. Yesterday someone at work said after overhearing me fumbling with conversations. "Alex, you have no social skills". At which point a friend of mine said "No, it's not that he doesn't have any, it's just they're really bad".

I can't live like this! Advice? Suggestions? C'MON PEOPLE. DON'T MAKE ME BEG!
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missprint:
I missed your birthday!!! HAPPY FREAKIN BIRTHDAY!

You need to send me your info so I can send you crap.

Well, you're not alone in your inability to make conversation. I most come off as the most boring, uptight moron in most day-to-day conversation.
veganvixen:
it's hard to socialise with people when most of them are morons. are you depressed? cause if you are, it's not a lack of socail skills you have, it's a lack of a drive. some people are just not social alltogether, there is nothing wrong with them, they are just quite people who like there space. perhaps you need to talk to a professional, or just snap out of it. maybe you need a really good beating.

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