one_pure_thought

::::kay....introspective rant coming:::::::

I need to figure out what I'm going to do in the meantime before I can actually get out on my own.

My undergrad is going to be spent watching other kids live their lives with friends while I spend it sitting at home drinking wine alone with the parents downstairs.

I'm alone right now, there's no question about it. I put it on myself though with my lack of social ability and even less confidence. I'm not the "Don't talk to that kid in the corner because he's reeking problems" bad, I'm just a little twisted.

But, is there anything I can DO about it? I feel like I'm not playing to my talents anymore. I'm over-reaching my sensebilities and overlooking my abilities.

Bottomline....I should become friendlier, truthful and start doing push-ups.


:::::::That's all for now::::::::

P.S. I need to clean up my wishlist.

I need advice: What should I do/ask for on my birthday?!??