I have class at 8am. Right now It's 2am. Somehow I feel that there is going to be problems in my near future 
Today conflict with a friend was resolved because I admitted to being pissy. From the best I can tell I was taking life, work and school WAY too seriously. I had been going to work and seeing friends with the wrong attitude expecting THEM to bring out the good side of ME. I've come to the realization that it's bullshit. You gotta be in a good mood before anything good can happen to you. I'd go into work grumpy and something minor would piss me off, and I'd become grumpier. That in itself is ridiculous though.
I had been way too serious at work though. I mean my job is ridiculously easy. The people I work with are fun. There is no reason for me to get pissed off at anything. I was trying so hard at my job and consequently while I was probably doing a better job at keeping things in order ect, I was driving myself mad in the process. I'd be polite with everyone, but I wasn't being sincere. People can pick up on that shit.
Looking back, this is a habit i picked up in high school. I remember how the first week I was happy and cheerful but instead i got nothing in response. So logicially the next step was to become bitter, and isolative right? Well I think I go into remission every once and a while.
But like I said before, good things happen to you when you're positive and having a good time.
Basically I just stopped being a fun person to be around, and now I'm getting back in the swing of things.
Today conflict with a friend was resolved because I admitted to being pissy. From the best I can tell I was taking life, work and school WAY too seriously. I had been going to work and seeing friends with the wrong attitude expecting THEM to bring out the good side of ME. I've come to the realization that it's bullshit. You gotta be in a good mood before anything good can happen to you. I'd go into work grumpy and something minor would piss me off, and I'd become grumpier. That in itself is ridiculous though.
I had been way too serious at work though. I mean my job is ridiculously easy. The people I work with are fun. There is no reason for me to get pissed off at anything. I was trying so hard at my job and consequently while I was probably doing a better job at keeping things in order ect, I was driving myself mad in the process. I'd be polite with everyone, but I wasn't being sincere. People can pick up on that shit.
Looking back, this is a habit i picked up in high school. I remember how the first week I was happy and cheerful but instead i got nothing in response. So logicially the next step was to become bitter, and isolative right? Well I think I go into remission every once and a while.
But like I said before, good things happen to you when you're positive and having a good time.
Basically I just stopped being a fun person to be around, and now I'm getting back in the swing of things.
rude_ruca:
YOU ARE FUCKING HILARIOUS! what a great way to start my morning...a fresh cup of crazy, provided by the oh so cool ONE_PURE_TOUGHT...is starbucks really a good company to work for, though??