Alright, i just thought this up...now.
There is no such thing as quiet people. Quiet people are just people who don't feel a connection or feel comfortable talking to anyone around them.
These people I hang out with at lunch, I should just keep quiet.
This...group of kids, someone who's opinion i respect once said that they were the kind of creative people that loved attention, to the point where you get 8 people all struggling for an audience at the same time. Okay, I admit that I'll sometimes be that annoying type of person, but as of lately, not so much.
The thing that I don't about it is that when i just want to have a normal, down to earth conversations; which usually is a lot less entertaining initially but i find it generally more satisfying; I can't look to these people.
What usually happens is that someone will talk about something, I'll throw in a pointless anecdote, which I'm infamous for, and because i don't have a nice little song and dance to go along with it people respond with a simple "oh", or they just give me a strange look...to the point where I feel like I'm a dunce. It's like I lost my mojo.
I should just keep my big stupid mouth shut, enjoy the company, and then go home and scream into a pillow for 3 hours.
There is no such thing as quiet people. Quiet people are just people who don't feel a connection or feel comfortable talking to anyone around them.
These people I hang out with at lunch, I should just keep quiet.
This...group of kids, someone who's opinion i respect once said that they were the kind of creative people that loved attention, to the point where you get 8 people all struggling for an audience at the same time. Okay, I admit that I'll sometimes be that annoying type of person, but as of lately, not so much.
The thing that I don't about it is that when i just want to have a normal, down to earth conversations; which usually is a lot less entertaining initially but i find it generally more satisfying; I can't look to these people.
What usually happens is that someone will talk about something, I'll throw in a pointless anecdote, which I'm infamous for, and because i don't have a nice little song and dance to go along with it people respond with a simple "oh", or they just give me a strange look...to the point where I feel like I'm a dunce. It's like I lost my mojo.
I should just keep my big stupid mouth shut, enjoy the company, and then go home and scream into a pillow for 3 hours.
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Thankfully I don't need a vibrator to get of my head would have exploded by now. Still, not knowing where it is makes me a bit paranoid.
later