...and today was the first real bad day of summer I had where I had nowhere to go, no one to see, and nothing to do. So consequently my day consisted of nothing.
Highlights:
Ate Lunch
Bought Batteries
Watched some of fight club
Took a Nap
Bought Perscription
Helped my sister buy a Bob Marley CD
Picked up food at the market for my parents.
Somewhere in there I took two more naps and watched the rest of fight club.
It was prettymuch a normal day, but for someone who wanted productivity and a change from monotomy...it was a very bad day.
I'm stuck in the swamy hell of monotomy and I can't find my way out of it. The real truth of the matter is that I'd like to be around friends and go out and do things with them. But stupid as this sounds, I don't have any reason to call them. I mean it's fucking akward calling up someone that you know would never call you up and tell them that I've been having a tough time at home and I need to get out.
I think it might be that I'm sick of being the person that I've been being and I can't motivate myself to get out of my own lazy habits.
*****It should be noted that I hate doing entrees like this that only revolve only around myself and my problems. I come across as someone who is boring, self-absorbed and bitchy. I'm your PMSing sister who can only talk about her problems with you. At this point, these entrees are just annoying and redundant.*****
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veganvixen:
don't worry, when i move to RI i will stir shit up.
susannahjoy:
lol, yes, but yours doesn't have a kitten in it! i still have that cat too. we keep wondering when she's gonna die. she's 21 now...