one_pure_thought

Well not much has been happening

I've got 4 finals and a 1200-1500 word paper due this coming week. And I have to finish some other stuff for class. Really I'm only looking at 8 more days of school left. It's scary. Not the work, but how it's coming to an end.

I don't know what my sistuation is going to be like next year but I don't think I am going to any of the schools I applied, regardless if I am accepted or not.

I was thrown into the wait list at William & Mary. Granted only 50 students make the wait list, but It's a long shot that they'll pick me up. I applied to Wheaton, but it was so late that I'm not going to get any finacial aid so there is little chance I'm going to be able to afford the 32,000 a year....and its the same case with trinity college. I'm not so worried about getting into any of those colleges, it's just that I slacked off with housing at RIC so i'm going to be one of the many commuters that go there next year. And even then I don't care about driving, its just that I'm going to have ZERO opportunity to have a social life If i'm just taking classes and leaving. All the friendships I made over this year are going to fall apart over the summer because i didn't commit to one group of friends and instead I had 3 groups that never interacted with me. I mean I'll try to keep in touch with the people, but nothing is going to come of any of it...God it feels like my life is getting lazy and out of my control.

This is I was worried would happen in terms of my social life.

But at the moment, as in the present day to day life of me, Things haven't been too bad at all. I had a boring weekend at home. But oh well, things will be fine during the week. I think everyone is getting a "Last Hurrah" kinda feeling so I should be busy from all the dinners and studying.

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Ya know, I'm worried that this is going to be the best year of college I'll have because it was just normal instead of bad. We'll see I guess. ehh.