Alright Alright. I should update...
Last thursday night I had SUCH a good time alone in my dorm. My roommate left for new jersey and it felt SOO good to have complete privacy for a change. He doesn't bother me, but I think we both are starving for "alone" time.
I spent the night drinking massive amounts of coffee and saying up late reading a J.D. Slanger book. At one point of the night I had to run and park my car in the right parking lot so i didn't get a ticket, and as i did i ran into a couple of friends and we sat outside on the stoop to our dorm and watch all the drunk kids come back from BABYLON...the local club. (I swear, i could never go to one of those just for the fact that: 1. Girl that go to those aren't looking for guys like me. 2. NO WAY i could contain myself around so many slutty dressed girls dry-humping each other as i was getting drunk. I know it sounds bad, but its good i don't go for those reasons) I was on caffeine and they were on vicadens...it led to an interesting conversation dynamic.
Either way, the night had just enough socialization and personal time for it to be a really good night.
But right now my depression is creeping back so I'd rather not think my social life right now or else i'd spew out at ton of negative things that I've already said before.
*I think I have clynical depression because it's always lingering in the background. I don't know what to do about it yet though because my family thinks of me as the "normal" one and I guess i kinda see myself in the same way. I also don't think that the drugs that they have out today affectively treat depression. Ehh.
Last thursday night I had SUCH a good time alone in my dorm. My roommate left for new jersey and it felt SOO good to have complete privacy for a change. He doesn't bother me, but I think we both are starving for "alone" time.
I spent the night drinking massive amounts of coffee and saying up late reading a J.D. Slanger book. At one point of the night I had to run and park my car in the right parking lot so i didn't get a ticket, and as i did i ran into a couple of friends and we sat outside on the stoop to our dorm and watch all the drunk kids come back from BABYLON...the local club. (I swear, i could never go to one of those just for the fact that: 1. Girl that go to those aren't looking for guys like me. 2. NO WAY i could contain myself around so many slutty dressed girls dry-humping each other as i was getting drunk. I know it sounds bad, but its good i don't go for those reasons) I was on caffeine and they were on vicadens...it led to an interesting conversation dynamic.
Either way, the night had just enough socialization and personal time for it to be a really good night.
But right now my depression is creeping back so I'd rather not think my social life right now or else i'd spew out at ton of negative things that I've already said before.
*I think I have clynical depression because it's always lingering in the background. I don't know what to do about it yet though because my family thinks of me as the "normal" one and I guess i kinda see myself in the same way. I also don't think that the drugs that they have out today affectively treat depression. Ehh.
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veganvixen:
well, if they think you are the "normal" one, then i think therapy is in order cause i think these doays you ned therpay to be normal cause so many people have shrinks. and like i said b4 , FUCK your damn family
schoolgirl:
alone time is SSSSSSOOOOOOOOO important. and anytime you want to talk to someone when you are down, talk to me, doll. Email me, I'll love it..