I've been really down lately...I remember why I stopped trusting people. I invest myself in false hope. The people who i thought I might be able to depend on have lost interest as me as a person. This is shown by their growing lack of attention their giving me. I wouldn't blame them though, It's not their fault I'm a dumb fuck.
Ugh. I feel hopeless right now. Over something as stupid as thinking i was part of a group...it's such a stupid thing to be sad about. Fucking Drama, Dramatic, Dramatist bastard that I am.
Ugh. I feel hopeless right now. Over something as stupid as thinking i was part of a group...it's such a stupid thing to be sad about. Fucking Drama, Dramatic, Dramatist bastard that I am.
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I didn't get as many replies as you had thought. And you know why? Because I never replied to old comments and if I don't do that I'm almost invisible. LOL.
No worries though. It's less fukking work for me.
Actually, I've been thinking about how I can make this more fun and less work. I keep dreading coming on because of all the comments I need to get back to. Doesn't sound like a lot of fun when you start dreading it eh?
What's going on with your life? You sound really down.