Whew. I'm back from another slip show. Crowd was shit. All Highschool wannabee's and EVERYONE from my highschool went. Girls i was standing next to commented on the "hotness" of members of the band. The was a girl standing in front of me who looked 14 with braces and her and her friends were being rebels because they were smoking ciggarettes and had someone buy them a drink. They SPLIT one drink between the three of them.
First set was okay. Second Set was better. I ended up getting a crush on a girl, not one of the girls i mentioned before, that i was standing next to at one point and after a nice ballad-like song I told her that At that moment i thought she was perfect. She smiled a little bit. She wasn't interested. I'm a bitch with how i do that at Shows. Girls at shows are so fucking attractive though.
Psychologically, I don't believe that girls are attracted to me because it's never happened before and it won't happen if i don't believe their attracted to me.
It's a viscious cycle.
And that's tuesday.
First set was okay. Second Set was better. I ended up getting a crush on a girl, not one of the girls i mentioned before, that i was standing next to at one point and after a nice ballad-like song I told her that At that moment i thought she was perfect. She smiled a little bit. She wasn't interested. I'm a bitch with how i do that at Shows. Girls at shows are so fucking attractive though.
Psychologically, I don't believe that girls are attracted to me because it's never happened before and it won't happen if i don't believe their attracted to me.
It's a viscious cycle.
And that's tuesday.
Girls at shows are so fucking attractive though.
So true...