Ahh Dillema's.

When I got into college I figured that the Athletics would be serious. Instead it's been bullshit.

In HS there was only Outdoor track and field. In College they offer indoor and outdoor. I figured I'd be a dedicated athlete and try indoor, even if it doesn't do my main event, discus. So After thinking it over, i figure indoor would be a good thing to do and i could find out how to throw the events in there, so i sign up. THEN I FIND OUT THERE IS NO THROWING COACH. That means there is no one to teach me events that i've never done before. So basically i can't do any events, but i'm on the team?

I actually decided to make the best of it and figure because i'm getting time to throw discus, i can just work on that and get in shape.
Now, because of a bunch of things i haven't found the time to workout as much as i'd like and i haven't been that focused with my throwing, which is really rare for me.

Now I've been sick all week and haven't contacted my coaches, and my team has a meet schedualed for tomorrow and i don't know if they expected me to go or not, even though I can't throw anything.

Damnit. I know I should have contacted the coaches, but I'm a lil bit pissed off at the program in general.

Heeee heee heee...had to get that off my hairy hairy hairy chest.

p.s. I'm growing a beard because of the cold weather. If anyone has seen a person with platnium blonde hair try to grow a beard, you know that how weird it looks.