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one_pure_thought

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Sunday Oct 16, 2005

Oct 16, 2005
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So, I'll be brief.

Mental attitude: Stable. Nervous tendancies, but nothing out of the normal. Can perform relatively well and have been relatively happy.

Scholastic Abilities: Advanced. Have been extremely busy with mid-terms, performed well, still think school is too easy (i.e. I'm fucked when I go to grad school)

Work Ethic: Satisfactory, I feel like I've become a veteran at my work and can really deal with the rushes better than most. I'm relatively happy with my position of being honest-yet-carefree with the people around me. I say what I want, and I think it's funny when I make people uncomfortable.

Social Life: Same Low Level. Not in a position to make or sustain close bonds with anyone, especially in social settings. Don't expect to see me out and about on weekends socializing. However, I do believe that this is not that big a deal at the moment. Too busy to care.

Sexual/Relationship Inclinations: Surprisingly High. Having re-occuring dreams of having sex with former/past co-workers. Besides my own personal drive, my game is still literally non-existant, I will say that I've actually been judging my compatability with girls I encounter. While this is an improvement, there are still major issues of intimacy here that show no signs of resolving. Again, mostly an afterthought in my daily life.

Physical: Since I haven't done a sport for the first time in over a year, I'm noticing long term changes. I've actually lost weight, but I'm becoming flabbier. Contemplating buying a gym membership, but I dislike having to visit one. Contemplating buying a weight bench, but my basement has been flooding and my allergies to dust and mold have been bad. Clearly something needs to be done though, I just don't like the idea of having about 500 dollars of credit card debt.

Fashionable: Need a haircut because it's almost looking like I have a comeover. Still deciding how to deal with my extremely advanced balding for my age. Shaving my head feels too drastic, but I feel that I can't go on getting my normal haircut and simply ignore having a huge horseshoe of my scalp showing with a ball of WHISPY hair in the middle.

That's all for now.
missprint:
I am always amazed by your ability to analyze yourself in such an honest and detached way.

As for going to a gym, doesn't your school have one?

I say buzz the hair kinda close, but what do I know.
Oct 16, 2005
missprint:
Muskrat? You silly man. She was a hamster. You'd be surprised by how much personality small animals can have.

I haven't started doing any volunteer work yet since I moved. My first priority at the moment is full time employment. I was offered a job teaching art to mentally ill adults at a non profit, but I realized it wasn't the right place for me. I am still donating a sculpture to the City Arts auction, so I'll be in Prov for that this winter.

As for the gym, I know what you mean about it being a creepy staring contest. I've pretty much gotten over it. I belong to a YMCA in the suburbs so the majority of people there are married thirty-somethings. I go every morning at the same time, so I see the same people every day. I think we're all pretty sick of looking at eachother.

Hope all is well! I will write you a real letter sometime and send you some silly crap.



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