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I wrote this for my college transfer applications. I actually wrote this when I was in high school but I modified it a little bit. I thought it was one of the best things I've ever done as far as writing. It's on the long side, but get some fucking attention span and read and comment! Comment! Comment!

At this time of my life where...
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ctrlcat:
indulge in the college experience.

indeed.
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I actually had a good night last night for a change. The friends that I have at lunch decided to go out to a cafe at night. It turned into a huge thing and there were about 15 of up moving coffee tables and getting pepped up on espresso. It worked out really nice and I even met a nice girl in the process. (But...
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smuffy:
Oh you met a nice girl???

Any progress there???

You are such a nice boy I am sure any girl you meet is super nice.

P.S. Only reason I have so many comments are because I work hard as hell keeping up with each and every one of them. It's becoming almost like a second job. LOL.

smuffy:
Damn she has a boyfriend??? Poopers!!!

But you are still so very young. You have time! Enjoy being single.smile
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It feels like Its been a long time since I've felt at ease. There is always this little background noise of nervousness going in my head.

I figure if I'm going to be this unstable I better get into art.

It seems like there are too many people in this world that either think too much about their existence or they don't think about it...
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smuffy:
You like art?

What kind of art?

And are you good at it?
schoolgirl:
most people don't think about anything at all ever. that's why there are so many dumb people blindly and happily going through life without a clue. do they have the right idea? who knows. Enjoy art, you'll feel good. "get into it" without expectations and surprise yourself.

and on that note, Happy Valentine's day.
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Ya know why I like watching celebrities? Because I think it's funny watching someone get into a business to become famous, and the get pissed off about not being able to go the supermarket.

Ya know how when people do something that they think will solve all their problems but really it just causes them more? For example buying a car for the freedom but...
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My whole entire life I've found that I've always been someone who protested. Protested against how the world was working and protested against myself. I realize now that discovering what the problem is is only the first of many steps of realize how things work. I just watched a great documentary on chuck palahniuk and it included in it one of the best metaphors for...
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alice_says:
Where did you see the documentary at? Chuck is a fucking mad man. When he writes. That is why I love is books.
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Ya know what I do instead of going out on a thursday night?
I write letters.

I write letters to all the girls that I've fallen in love the first time I saw them but have never talked to them. I write to friends telling them how I never have thought about what I want my life to be like because I'd be amazed and...
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6underground:
would you ever post those letter to your friends?
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Ever have that weird spaced out feeling that you get when you stay up all night, like your not even tired but just...off? Well I guess i must have smoked too much pot last night and now I've woken up like that. The good news is that I'm very euphoric right now.

I think the definition of any annoying person is someone who is doing...
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schoolgirl:
ha, the food touching comment reminds me ot my brother. He gets so nuts when he sees his food touching. he won't eat the contaminated food!
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Damnit. I wanted this manual typewriter but some jackass outbit me by a ridiculous amount. I went up to 65 bucks but the bastard still won by a lot more. Bastard.

In other news...

School is getting to be in full swing. I wish my schedual was more...accomodating. An 8 O'clock class with a monotone, boring ad junct professor. Then there is my math class...
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smuffy:
Hi sweetie!!!

So it looks like you are looking at a law degree in your future. I can't argue with that at all. I never intended to go to law school until my last year at university but by the time I finished my three years there I knew it was one of the best things I had ever done for myself. I really ended up enjoying it. I've been a bum for the past year now. Well sort of...I've been taking the bar for the past year and working for my parents in the meantime. I was still studying a lot but it was nothing like being in school. I remember being online a lot and getting to watch more TV than I ever thought possible. Being sort of like a bum got to me after a while now and the prospect of a new job would be a good change for me right now.

I give you daps for being yourself and not really caring what others thought of you or trying to fit into a certain group. When I was your age I had a lot of friends and people that liked me but the only person that really mattered was my best friend and everyone else could just go fukk themselves for all I cared. LOL.

Have a great week!!!

kiss
schoolgirl:
thanks for that little trivia. it certainly makes sense, women are absolutely inherently evil.
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Damnit. I hate how I can obsess about things.
I'm terrible at getting angry. First, I don't know the appropriate situation to get mad at, which leads to me never getting angry, but upset, and when I do get angry, I spaz. Second, I don't how to react when I get mad, which causes me to overreact. Third, I can't let things go. When I...
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smuffy:
You know what you seem like a genuinely nice person. I like that about you already. You look so innocent in your picture. I think it's sweet.

What are you studying over at RIC?

smuffy:
OMG Brown!!! You must be one smart cookie to be considering a transfer there. My grades were great in high school. But I went to college and for a while there it went downhill from there. But I improved very quickly. I went to PC by the way. Really loved it there. I ended up majoring in Social Work. After that I went to law school and did OKAY there. I passed the bar which is the big kahuna and now I'm just looking for a job.

I know that you are undecided but is there anything that's sparking your interest at all or are you just totally lost and confused? LOL.

Oh and did you mean what you said about no one ever having said anything nice like that to you before? Maybe your pictures and words are deceiving...maybe you are an asshole in real life... wink

I doubt it anyway. You're nice I really do believe that and if I'm the first and only person to ever say that well that just tickles me pink. Have a great weekend! Let me know what you did...Ahhh to be young and free and having fun again...those were the days...treasure them!!! kiss
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Today my introduction to aesthetics class was hilarious.

Major points of the lecture said by the professor:

~This class is not important

~I'm going to be easy on you so you can do better in other important classes

~I don't have any affection towards my family.

~The reason why the textbooks aren't in was because I was drunk all through semester break, up until wednesday,...
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gravesforthedays:
(slaps you in the face) tongue
mobprod:
"I don't feel that she has the right to have people feel sorry for her without telling the entire story."

THEN DON'T FEEL SORRY FOR HER!!!

That's one of the most absurd things I've ever read. But whatever. Get used to it dude. In real life if some cute girl that you don't know but had seen around told you that she got kicked off the cheerleading squad and was sad, but didn't tell you why when you asked, would you freak out about it? I hope not, because that's crazy.

We get to be voyeurs around here as much or as little as the people who provide the content - and I'm talking about all of us; the members as well as the girls and staff - allow. None of us has any right to anything more than that.
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Ya know what the biggest difference about being on vacation at home compared to living on campus and working my ass off? I had more time and was a lot less bored when I wasn't living at home. My family will choke the life out of me if I don't get away from them.

Today I was talking about to my father how my perscription...
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veganvixen:
jeeze, sounds sufacating
schoolgirl:
don't cut your hair for as long as you can. and sorry your parents get to you so much. being the youngest is hard, let alone being the black sheep. I know all about this. you're always a kid no matter what. bleh. so guess what. your defense is just be you. you've done it thus far, stand tall and continue doing so. does it take a completed law degree to make your parents respect your accomplishments? a degree in chemistry did it for mine and made my parents act completely towards me. well too bad for your parents they have to love you anyway. and you're done when you're done.
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Damnit, I just erased my entree.

I family decided to get me a new computer yesterday, which is a big improvement from my Toshiba from 1998.

2.8 Pentium 4
512 Ram
60 Gigs.
DVD RW-CDRW

plus they decided to get me a new Epson Scanner with 2400-4800 dpi with a negative scanner included. This is a big deal.

It's funny how material goods can take...
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user092840:
I want a new computer SOOOOO bad. I'm so envious.
schoolgirl:
haha, the rich people comment was pretty funny.