one_good_eye7723

Relationship Wasteland

what do you say to someone you love
where do you draw the line between
friendship and commitment?

can you handle the truth
whats the truth?
that you fucked around
and now you reached someone
that you think you could truly love
but its too bad that you fucked around
because all that was meaningless now
means so much
and it costs so much
because those actions
may have cost
you another
chance at
true love

what is true love
and feelings
and what feels right
what is respect
and what is lost
i dont have the right
to take what i
cannot commit too
i wish i could be more
honest
i swear to God i am trying too

i just do not want to hurt
i just do not want to be selfish
i just do not want to miss out
on something that's beautiful
and i feel
and i regret
that my actions
ever so minor
are going too
fuck with me
again

What do i owe you
love shouldn't hurt
but it looks like it's going too
what happens if someone better comes along??
Where do your feelings lie?
I don't know,
don't even know my own
because i left them somewhere buried in the sands of time...