I had all these nice lovely thoughts as my dad picked me up from my cousin's house. Most to all of them were erased when we got into another arguement, which is what we seem to do all the time. Maybe it's because neither of us has a women in our life, or maybe it's some hidden pain that keeps us arguing but when it's over we dont hold grudges.
God it sounds like we are married, but I guess that's what family really is, your kinda of stuck with me, so deal with it kinda of thing.
Man I'm 26 years old and being back home has been good for me, but i getting the feeling that i have to get out of this town if I'm going to end up doing anything.
It's weird being away from this place for most of the past 3 years. Being back has been theraputic (i know i didnt spell that one wright). Just seeing people, acquintances has meant something to me, and running into people who know me as, "that guy who is in grade 12 when i was in grade 9." Two words YOUNG GIRLS!!!
iLol, it's not like that I'm not the player type, but you feel more comfortable in a area that you have grown up in and some new acquaintances i have been able to meet have been pretty cool people, high-five kinda cool.
Living in the suburbs of Toronto for me has always giving me a feeling of displacement, like i never really fit in or belonged, but i have managed to always make a couple of close friends at each stage of my life wherever I am, which I am thankful for.
I will be looking forward to getting back to my roots and move down to the City in the next couple of months. I have always wanted the challenge of living in the city, but i got to have an underlying purpose because if i end up going just to socialize and party i'm going to get myself into trouble. It's really time to as my friend would say "get my shit together".
This is the time of season where you kinda have to be thankful for your family and friends (who a lot of the times are your family). And look at how we treat each other, because if we treat family and friends like shit we really have no hope. I say this because I have treated family and friends like shit and I dont feel good about it, not that I am some kinda of asshole, but it takes a big person to love when you have been hurt and I feel that i am becoming a "bigger person."
Anyone can hate, but not everyone can love. -O.G.E December 2003
God it sounds like we are married, but I guess that's what family really is, your kinda of stuck with me, so deal with it kinda of thing.
Man I'm 26 years old and being back home has been good for me, but i getting the feeling that i have to get out of this town if I'm going to end up doing anything.
It's weird being away from this place for most of the past 3 years. Being back has been theraputic (i know i didnt spell that one wright). Just seeing people, acquintances has meant something to me, and running into people who know me as, "that guy who is in grade 12 when i was in grade 9." Two words YOUNG GIRLS!!!
iLol, it's not like that I'm not the player type, but you feel more comfortable in a area that you have grown up in and some new acquaintances i have been able to meet have been pretty cool people, high-five kinda cool.
Living in the suburbs of Toronto for me has always giving me a feeling of displacement, like i never really fit in or belonged, but i have managed to always make a couple of close friends at each stage of my life wherever I am, which I am thankful for.
I will be looking forward to getting back to my roots and move down to the City in the next couple of months. I have always wanted the challenge of living in the city, but i got to have an underlying purpose because if i end up going just to socialize and party i'm going to get myself into trouble. It's really time to as my friend would say "get my shit together".
This is the time of season where you kinda have to be thankful for your family and friends (who a lot of the times are your family). And look at how we treat each other, because if we treat family and friends like shit we really have no hope. I say this because I have treated family and friends like shit and I dont feel good about it, not that I am some kinda of asshole, but it takes a big person to love when you have been hurt and I feel that i am becoming a "bigger person."
Anyone can hate, but not everyone can love. -O.G.E December 2003