Well, I've never participated with the blog home works before.. But I feel completely obligated with this topic. When I joined the site back in December, I had so many emotions! I was ecstatic because I had been wanting to join for so long, I was overwhelmed by all the welcoming and amazing people I came in contact with instant, but mostly I was nervous and intimidated! Sounds silly right? I was nervous because I'd never been good at making friends, socializing or staying in touch with people. I was intimidated because I have dreams of being a suicide girl and finally being a part of the site and seeing all the beautiful and amazing SGs and hopefuls made me question if that could ever be me.
Not even a week into my membership, I had the absolute pleasure of becoming friends with @ladyw4nkenobi and instantly I knew this girl came into my life for a reason! We started messaging and learned how similar we are, from our bad track records with friendships to our insecurities and doubts about ourselves. This girl just got me from the very beginning. I poured my soul to this amazing chick countless times and she always knows how to make me feel like, well I can't even describe it. But it's good 😁
When I was worried about my girlfriend understanding and accepting my wishes to become a hopeful, she shared her story with me and gave such relevant advice. When I completely doubted my chances of ever becoming a hopeful because I wasn't blessed with a perfect body, she reminded me of my worth - and continuously does. When I have any life issue, even if it's stupid and I'm being dramatic, she is there for me and makes sure I'm feeling better by the end of the conversation.
I believe in life we get more than one soul mate, and that they don't always come in the form of a significant other. This girl right here, her soul and mine are two of a kind 💖
We snapchat faithfully and stay in touch without this site but have yet to meet in person -- we WILL make that happen sooooooon! I already know we're both probably gonna cry 😂😂
That got a little more emotional than intended but I will always be thankful for SG for introducing me to this babe 😘💞
@rambo @missy
@rambo @missy
