Thank you everyone for your thoughts and well wishes. But at the time I write this the family is doing the last rites and removing life support. In my manic state I was cleaning today and I droped my cards and this was laying face up on top:
Queen Mab
It made me think of all the friends I have and care about and that express they care for me.
Meaning:
Queen Mab arrives to deliver dreams, wishes, and longings as yet unfulfilled, but also new ideas, insights, creativity fertility, and inspiration to help you fulfill your dreams. Dare to dream and dare to live the dream. Don't let others deflect you from what you truly want.
Queen Mab may indicate a real woman in the questioner's life : she is a dreamy, artistic, feminine, and reflective. She is friendly, but in a lazy sort of way. You will have to make all the effort in any relationship with her.
Hmm... that last part rings true for quite a few of the ladies I've met here recently, and one of the girlies I've known for a while!
!!!!
But it made me think of the friends I have in real life and online. I finally am sort of able to be friends with girls. For a long while I didn't like nor trust them. I still admit I have a problem with it tiday but for the most part some of my best friends are girl. No I still don't have that girl I can just sit around with, watch TV and giggle like school girls, well at least not close by. Ok, enough thoughts for today, gonna get back to cleaning since I'm having company next week!!!!
And apprently I don't know how to use spoilers.
Update: 6:55 P.M.
He just called and they pronounced him at 4:22. He's putting up a very good front. We had some laughs.
I have to be there.
Queen Mab
It made me think of all the friends I have and care about and that express they care for me.
Meaning:
Queen Mab arrives to deliver dreams, wishes, and longings as yet unfulfilled, but also new ideas, insights, creativity fertility, and inspiration to help you fulfill your dreams. Dare to dream and dare to live the dream. Don't let others deflect you from what you truly want.
Queen Mab may indicate a real woman in the questioner's life : she is a dreamy, artistic, feminine, and reflective. She is friendly, but in a lazy sort of way. You will have to make all the effort in any relationship with her.
Hmm... that last part rings true for quite a few of the ladies I've met here recently, and one of the girlies I've known for a while!
!!!!
But it made me think of the friends I have in real life and online. I finally am sort of able to be friends with girls. For a long while I didn't like nor trust them. I still admit I have a problem with it tiday but for the most part some of my best friends are girl. No I still don't have that girl I can just sit around with, watch TV and giggle like school girls, well at least not close by. Ok, enough thoughts for today, gonna get back to cleaning since I'm having company next week!!!!
And apprently I don't know how to use spoilers.
Update: 6:55 P.M.
He just called and they pronounced him at 4:22. He's putting up a very good front. We had some laughs.
I have to be there.
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Casablanca is a surefire way for me to cry...it's a Pavlovian response.
I am so glad you'll see your lover tonight.
In my situation, well, let me paraphrase Frost:
And I have miles to go before we meet.