Wanna know how I'm feeling? Embarassed and possibly enraged 
But definitely upset in general.
We all do stupid things when we're drunk; this is a given. And of course people have cameras and think it's hilarious to take pictures. I'm not laughing about this anymore.
I'm not gonna lie, I have big boobs, and my philosophy is "If you've got em, flaunt em" Which I do even more so now that I have tattoos on my chest. So I was stupid and at my friends "party" and let a couple guys take pictures with me looking like they're "licking" my cherries. (they weren't, mind you) Everyone had some laughs, I never saw those idiots again... until last night. *dun dun dun!!!* Apparently this guy I know is friends with one of those idiots... and he thought it would be so funny to point out to me that those pictures have been posted on the internet. OH yea, it was fucken hilarious. I wouldn't have minded the pictures themselves. I minded the fact that I was "tagged" in them as "bbq slut" and there were references to me having STDs. I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW THESE KIDS AND THEY'RE POSTING ALL THIS IGNORANT AND JUST MEAN SHIT ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!!! Oh yeah.... I laughed... more like I wanted to find him and PUNCH HIM IN THE FACE.
AUGH!!!! It made me feel like I was trash. They're like "Oh yeah, this chick has her boobs hanging out and she is such a dirty whore with AIDS and stuff." Usually I can blow this stuff off but other people who weren't even there start joining in and writing comments and saying how nasty I must be etc. I reported the photos and will continue to do so until they're taken down.
It makes me think about everything that this site stands for. About how the women are supposed to be empowered by the fact that they can be naked and people love it. I wasn't even naked and I sure as fuck didn't feel empowered. I felt dirty and trashy and hurt. While I realize it's a thousand times less likely that someone will come post shit like that on here because hey, they may be ignorant but they won't pay money just to be mean, it just makes me look at this in an entirely different way. I just don't really want to feel that way you know? I have a hard enough time feeling good about myself lately.
Blah I dunno, I just needed to get it outa me so I put it on here. Typing is faster than writing
I hope y'all are having a better day.
But definitely upset in general.
We all do stupid things when we're drunk; this is a given. And of course people have cameras and think it's hilarious to take pictures. I'm not laughing about this anymore.
I'm not gonna lie, I have big boobs, and my philosophy is "If you've got em, flaunt em" Which I do even more so now that I have tattoos on my chest. So I was stupid and at my friends "party" and let a couple guys take pictures with me looking like they're "licking" my cherries. (they weren't, mind you) Everyone had some laughs, I never saw those idiots again... until last night. *dun dun dun!!!* Apparently this guy I know is friends with one of those idiots... and he thought it would be so funny to point out to me that those pictures have been posted on the internet. OH yea, it was fucken hilarious. I wouldn't have minded the pictures themselves. I minded the fact that I was "tagged" in them as "bbq slut" and there were references to me having STDs. I DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW THESE KIDS AND THEY'RE POSTING ALL THIS IGNORANT AND JUST MEAN SHIT ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!!! Oh yeah.... I laughed... more like I wanted to find him and PUNCH HIM IN THE FACE.
AUGH!!!! It made me feel like I was trash. They're like "Oh yeah, this chick has her boobs hanging out and she is such a dirty whore with AIDS and stuff." Usually I can blow this stuff off but other people who weren't even there start joining in and writing comments and saying how nasty I must be etc. I reported the photos and will continue to do so until they're taken down.
It makes me think about everything that this site stands for. About how the women are supposed to be empowered by the fact that they can be naked and people love it. I wasn't even naked and I sure as fuck didn't feel empowered. I felt dirty and trashy and hurt. While I realize it's a thousand times less likely that someone will come post shit like that on here because hey, they may be ignorant but they won't pay money just to be mean, it just makes me look at this in an entirely different way. I just don't really want to feel that way you know? I have a hard enough time feeling good about myself lately.
Blah I dunno, I just needed to get it outa me so I put it on here. Typing is faster than writing
I hope y'all are having a better day.VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
flyguy76:
It's all good My Texas Hottie, Just remember Karma is a bitch they'll get theirs in the end...
dos_equis:
THat really sucks chicky. Who is it and what can we do about it? Let us know so we can report them too!
