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Back "home" in the LBK. I seem to always say the wrong thing when I'm around my crush. I just want to tell him everything... but there are definitely things he doesn't need to know. We were watching "Cheaters" last night (that show is the devil) and that made me think it was ok to say "Yeah I used to cheat" and made me want to say "Yeah, I cheated because I was emotionally abused" because they were talking about that on the show. Both of those statements are true, by the way. So he looked at me like I was a terrible person and I didn't know what to do. Because he doesn't need to know all about my past... but part of me feels like he should. Is that wrong? I mean, I know that eventually most people have the "What was your last relationship like?" converstation... but do you have to? Maybe he thinks we don't. Blah I'm confused. I'm gonna think about this for a while and get back to ya. And definitely share if you know what I mean Happy Friday! hehe