omnomnomnivore

walking through life surrounded by haze. the fog lets up but only reveals more clutter. now i'm surrounded by a mist of the likes of no other. beckon, yurn, turn and tumble. caught in a landslide, now surrounded by rubble. dig myself out to look around and find, i'm trapped in a labrynth, a labrynth of the mind. twist, turn, run, stumble. stuck in this...
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I guess its been a while since ive done anything on here so I'll update a little bit. Leg still looks small and sickly and like shit. Still hate Alaska with all of my being. Still bored out of my mind. Still haven't gotten another body picture since surgery. There are a trillion things wrong with this picture. FML

stitches came out of my leg last night. thats just one step closer to running again

legs doing well. not allowed to bend it past 90 degrees for the first 6 weeks but oh well, expected it to be slow. if i knew i'd feel this well just a week later i think i would have set up another appointment at the parlor. oh well, guess i'll have to wait until i go back to work to start getting more then....
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surgery went well!!! all doped up on percs right now and probably for a while but i'll do my best to keep things updated. still waiting on a good picture of my finished tattoo but when i'm mobile enough to go and grab my good camera i'll make sure that everyone gets to see the final product. i'm sure i'll be back in there to...
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so i'm realizing how much more fun my life was pre army and how much more fun i have at home in two weeks than i have in alaska all year. fml. i think the world just needs to hurry up so i can get out of the army. surgery on my knee tomorrow just adds to the horridness of this place.

back in alaska. going to get my arm finished today. fresh pics of it soon.

hey you!
fuck you!
yeah you!
who are you?
you're not me,
couldn't be!
break the mirror,
tear it down.
shatter my image,
upon the ground.
rearrange it,
fix it up.
back on the wall.
one last look before i fall.
break the body,
tear it down.
shatter my pieces,
upon the ground.
rearrange me,
fix me up.
now take a good look...
am i...
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god i hate my fucking life. it just seems that where i am in life right now has stripped me of every goal and every aspiration i have ever had. i'm on the brink of a melt down and its really killing me because there isnt a damn thing i can do about it. why can't life ever head in a good direction. i suffer...
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