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Hudson, NH

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Saturday Oct 02, 2010

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So I haven't posted on here in quite some time and the last time i did it was clearly nothing more than a "hey, I swear I still come here to admire the site!" kind of deal. Figured I'd spill some of my mind on here just to see what happens.

Life feels like it is at a huge stand still right now. It's so slow and unfullfilling that I'm not even sure what I'm doing these days. My knee surgery makes me feel like I've had to stop doing almost all of the things that gave me a good outlet in life. I can't run, play basketball or snowboard. I feel like I need a new hobby but I'm not sure what to make it. I can't find anything that really catches me and makes me want to keep going with it. In addition to that, I feel incredibly lonely. I can't find a connection with people that is long lasting or sometimes even existent at all. I feel like Alaska has sucked up all my life force. Externally, you would never know I have so many issues because i dont let them effect me or my job. I just get full of these doubts when I take the time to sit back and really look at my life. I feel like this place is making me miss out on life. I suppose I will just have to mark up my body some more to pass the time tongue There. Now I have vented a few things on my mind. Back to wasting my friday night watching movies and creating ideas.

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