omniphiliacs

blarf, i went out dancing last night for the first time in a pretty long time. i had fun but was really embarrassed and self-concious since i was so drunk. i hate the fact that i can't relax when i'm around strangers. i drink in hopes that it will make me chill out but it totally doesn't help, it just magnifies all of my insecurities. blah, why do i have to be so shy/anxious/self concious? it makes life so much more difficult.