omlit37

ok so i'm a big dork. and i don't care!!! i've lived with it for years, and so have a few girls, but i just can't seem to find that one that is as big of a dork as i am and wants to stay around. yes i'm lonley shut it. i think i have a few addiction problems now. i'm just realizing this. well of course i'm addicted to cigarettes, i smoke every day. i think i'm becoming an alcohlic, but i don't drink and get drunk every day, so does that count? i do like the sauce though, i self medicate with it. but then again so does everyone else at the bar, what does that mean? so there are two, my newest addiction is strip clubs, i love them. and i want to keep going, but i'll go broke, and i have biills to pay. i hate money. but the strip club is so nice, and the girls there are really nice, if you are nice too them. and of course i'm nice, i can't be mean, only in the bedroom, that's when it's fun to be mean. but you have to understand that these girls are just doing their job and trying to make a living, and most times raise their children. and i love them, they get naked for a living and i love naked women, so its the best of both worlds. it's a nice place to hang out and not even drink, cause they don't serve alchol. NC Law's it's a full nude club, no booze, topless is booze. so i just sit and drink water and smoke and chat with the ladies, and get a dance or two, and you have to tip them, especially if no one else goes up to the stage to tip the girl, it's not good for them, so you go up and tip and it makes them feel a little better. but understand also that every thing they say to you is a lie!. well not everything, but the majority is, like they can tell you what they like and the music they listen too and who their favorite actor is, but when they start telling you how cute you are and they want to take you home with them. LIES, they are just trying to get your money, and you have to understand that and not get caught up in the moment. it is so tempting though, and it brings up your self esteem, which i need, so yes i love the strip and will be going back when i have more available funds