omlit37

depression has it an all time low. hate everything about my life right now, all i do is sit, drink and smoke. it's time for a change. and i have only myself to make that change possible. my head is spinning, i'm done being shit on, i'm done being a chicken shit, i'm just done, what's the point, it hasn't gotten me anywhere. so i go out like this, i go out of my house and to my dumb job and pick up my paycheck for the fucking work that i do and don't get appreciated for by any one, not even my own employees. i'm fed up with this shit, i'm fed up with everyone. i just can't take it anymore. and i'm not going to.