omlit37

When i'm bored, i like to listen to sad music. i don't know why. right now ani is playing in the backroom. do boredom and sadness go hand in hand? in my case they might. i feel bored becuase i have nthing to do. and i have nothing to do because 1 all my friends are asleep, and B i don't talk that much anymore. i used to talk alot, well not really alot, i've always been a little shy. especially when i meet new people, i don't say much. then after a while i'm an open book. smoking gives me comfort. as does drinking. i've been watching alot of BBC America, i want to take a trip to the The UK, where the history comes from. the one thing i don't like about BBC America is that it seems to be all about cleaning your house or fixing up your neighbors room. that's all thats ever on untill the night time when the more decent shows come on and i am glad they let them say "shit" but that's it, they won't let them curse more than that. why do we need to be censored? we all know the words anyway, we use them if we choose. i'm all over the place tonite. i'm not tired at all, i hate getting headaches at night. i have really bad headaches and i have to take excedrin migraine for them, but the pills have caffiene in them and that keeps me up for the rest of the night. and there is not shit on TV so i am here writing this. i guess i can talk to you guys. even though no one is awake you'll read this at some point.
ever just wanted to drive and see where the road takes you? i may do that soon.