"I broke my ankle two weeks ago. I got crutches but I've been drinking to dull the pain and I can't drink and use crutches so I tossed the crutches."
FML. At least it was the Intern's call. But I guess the proper solution is a cup holder on the crutches.
This time of year I start thinking I need a new career. I was at home the other day pulling weeds and it was good times. Not fun, but it was nice to be out in the yard at the house making it look better. I was thinking, too much I guess. The effexor is still giving me minor issues but nothing horrible. Anyways while I was home the last 4 days I had two episodes of sudden sadness and the urge to cry. The first time was driving to the comic store, and the second time was looking at the bunny rabbit on the Reese's peanut butter cup package. I have no idea why it triggered at those points, I'm just glad I wasn't out in public.
I was getting that kinda stuff happening before the meds on my home from work. I'm not sure if its just the withdrawals adding to it or if it is the depression coming back, I mean I guess it's depression. That's my guess.
I get frustrated thinking about work thinking I'm still not making enough of an impact. I think that just started up again too. Just feel like what ever I am doing isn't changing anyone for the better. Maybe I could go about it differently and have a better chance of making that positive effect stronger and with more consistently.
Thankfully I really love being home. It would be terrible if I didn't want to go home after work,
Maybe I do need therapy to get everything out of my system.
Idunno. I'll give it a bit longer to see how it feels,.
I'd kick a kid in the shin for an iced tea right now, Maybe I'll pick one up the next time get get a call.
K.Flay makes it all better though.
FML. At least it was the Intern's call. But I guess the proper solution is a cup holder on the crutches.
This time of year I start thinking I need a new career. I was at home the other day pulling weeds and it was good times. Not fun, but it was nice to be out in the yard at the house making it look better. I was thinking, too much I guess. The effexor is still giving me minor issues but nothing horrible. Anyways while I was home the last 4 days I had two episodes of sudden sadness and the urge to cry. The first time was driving to the comic store, and the second time was looking at the bunny rabbit on the Reese's peanut butter cup package. I have no idea why it triggered at those points, I'm just glad I wasn't out in public.
I was getting that kinda stuff happening before the meds on my home from work. I'm not sure if its just the withdrawals adding to it or if it is the depression coming back, I mean I guess it's depression. That's my guess.
I get frustrated thinking about work thinking I'm still not making enough of an impact. I think that just started up again too. Just feel like what ever I am doing isn't changing anyone for the better. Maybe I could go about it differently and have a better chance of making that positive effect stronger and with more consistently.
Thankfully I really love being home. It would be terrible if I didn't want to go home after work,
Maybe I do need therapy to get everything out of my system.
Idunno. I'll give it a bit longer to see how it feels,.
I'd kick a kid in the shin for an iced tea right now, Maybe I'll pick one up the next time get get a call.
K.Flay makes it all better though.
I completely feel ya on the depression and crying for no reason thing. It's been happening to me a bit less since they bumped up my citalipram though.
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