I got home from work today and I was feeling pretty tired. I haven't been sleeping very well at work. Besides the calls in the middle of the night. And the fact that I just don't sleep very good at work in general...I guess it's just worse. It sucks.

Work has been having other effects on me. The last few shifts...

This isn't flowing out of my brain very well...let me start over.

I drive home after shift feeling beaten up. Physically, mentally and emotionally. It's not always like that. I don't know why I get hit like this but it feels like it happens every few months. Anyways, I try to flush out all of the stuff from the previous shift before I go back and for the most part it works. Maybe i need to work harder on that.

I'm looking forward to my shift of next week. I think I need it. I need to forget, reboot.

I feel like this blog is a total loss. Nothing is coming out here as it is in my head.


I can't seem to clear my brain out tonight...that's frustrating. whatever...go to bed...sleep well..start again tomorrow. byebye