hello hello..
i am kinda sad today.
lots of cleaning to do as usual.
and i miss my friends that i just have'nt seen in a while.
no what sucks more??
I am trying to figure out what i want to do as a career and i am sooo stuck. i have no ideas.. and its just sooo frusterating.
did i mention that i am... Read More
think about something that you would do everyday that you love (without getting paid for it) and then branch out from there. There is always a way to incorporate something you love into your career
so today had been a some what good day.. my stupid social worker was SUPPOSED to come over today .. but no.. i got dressed and waited on her ass for a hour and a half.. fucking bitch. i went grocerie shopping last night at 2 am because i was hungry.. so i am really tired </3
on a good note.. i have begun drawing... Read More
hey, I always go grocery shopping around 2am-5am. i usually sleep during the day and ready to rumble at night.
thats awesome your drawing your own tattoo. thats better then getting something thats on the wall that someone already has.
once i get my camera back i'll put better pictures of how the begining (first session) of my latest tattoo turned out. I update my journal with a very small bad picture of what it looks like so far.
so.. i woke up this morning from a sweet dream where i was laying on some hot beach somewhere and getting a suntan ... when i got up it was cold and horrible..
our car wont start because there is something wrong with the battery.. which is prolly due to the cold.
there is this cat who seems to want to live with us but... Read More
awww♥ I know exactly how you feel bout the kitty thing. omg. I'm a sucker for them. I hate when they just show up...becuase then you want to keep them, and you can't..blah blah blah. haha. aww, well, car troubles are car troubles. I hate them.
And that dream sounded wonderful. Maybe you were in Florida haha♥
BTW, I KNOW. OHMYGOD....TOTALLY NOT SHY IF YOU CAN TAKE BRA PICS.
yesterday i came home from school and my bf's mom was waiting for me.. she needed help in the barn with the horses and help taking them to the track .....
soooo i said ok.. not knowing that i was now going to be spending the entire night outside in the freezing cold... with the hail and the freezing rain and all that fun stuff...... Read More
ahh, ive never got to be around horses. in my 23 years of existence....ive never touched a horse. It seems like it would be cool! well...only if i dont get kicked or bitten.
I didnt think horses really bite. hmmmm....that would be kind of weird.
soo
today was just as stressful as any other.. i woke up .. had a horrible battle with my boyfriend.. and then of course walked to school..
i felt tired and sad all day .. only to come home to a small appartment and smelly cat litter.. ( i wish cats wouldnt shit so much)
so now i sit here in the lovely land of... Read More
OK !!
so my house is a mess after many days of me not cleaning...
i have laundry and kitty litter and dishes and garabe everywhere its so gross.. so i am gonna turn on my RENT cd. ( no day but TODAY!!!) .and be all singing and happy !! and get this place SPARKLING CLEAN !!!!!!! and then i will be happy..
ughhhhhh
i HATE WAKING UP!!
its like .. horrible to get out of my nice warm bed...
crawl my ass to my pile of clothes on the floor... put them on.. ( booooo clothes) and then walk my ass to school in the freezing cold.
Totally! And you know, I can't quite figure out why getting up in the morning is SO miserable! I wish I was one of those people who can just pop out of bed and start doing shit. I get up, eat breakfast, and I'm ready to go back to bed for another few hours!
I used to take a nap every single day on my lunch break. I even had a blanket, pillow, and alarm clock in the back office. Then we got a new employee and they took my fucking sleeping spot!
i have excitedness to share..
tomorrow helena is going to send me my sexy ribbon corset.. can i say HAPPY or what!!!.. i am gonna look hot in this , my chin will soon be resting on my boobies !!!!! YES!! so EXCITED so much sexyness . yes yes
i need a cam or somethin man
pisses me off.
ta ta boys and girls
xoxoxox
haha im right now.. im unk.. but fun drunk/.. and we havnt even gon eout yet!!! oh man.. i have never had a better bitrthday !!!!i will give updated details soon !! abotu all the cool stuff that has happened !! YAYY!!!!!
even tho you huys prolly cant really read all that junk i am soo having fun !! hyayayayayayayayaya !! w00t !!! i love... Read More