This morning I should have gotten on a plane at 7. This morning I should have never thought of going back to my job, it would be done. This morning all I want to do is hate you. This morning I have to do my laundry so I have clean clothes for work tomorrow. This moring I am listening to music that makes me cry....
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erichasfinewine:
That is pretty heavy. Hope all is well though? 
captain_midnight:
That's a bummer Ombra. That's always the risk you run when you open your heart to someone, I just hope that the highs are higher than the lows for you, if that makes sense.
So they are letting me keep my job. My plan right now is to go back to school on jan 31. and then only work saturdays and sundays, I think it's a good plan.
It was my man friends birthday yesterday, so I baked him cupcakes, which ended up horrible, and I couldn't make frosting, I dont know how to. I made three but none...
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It was my man friends birthday yesterday, so I baked him cupcakes, which ended up horrible, and I couldn't make frosting, I dont know how to. I made three but none...
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Today I find out if i can keep my job or not.
And no one has bid on my ailrline credit, I will probably end up getting only half of it, thanks for screwing my over asshole
And no one has bid on my ailrline credit, I will probably end up getting only half of it, thanks for screwing my over asshole
ongoingnightmare:
awww how messed up 
On monday I cancelled my flight to Van, BC. I had to pay a $40 cancellation fee, and the rest went onto credit...only I never fly, so I'm trying to sell it on ebay, but no one is bidding. On tuesday I asked if I could keep my job. On Wednesday I drank myself into depression, with patsy cline helping me along. Today I cleaned,...
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cleric:
~random hugz~
I love her, shes a good friend. But I wish I never lent her the money. She hasn't even found a job yet. And right now I could really use that money. I'm even having to go to my mother...worst thing ever! damn me for caring so much, why can't I have a "your problems, not mine," attitude??
it snowed today..it was pretty.
and I did something I haven't done in forever. caught snowflakes on my tounge
and I did something I haven't done in forever. caught snowflakes on my tounge
I was in a bad/tired mood today when I saw an ex walking through that mall holding hands with some girl. I'll tell you what happened between us before I go on. He had been saying how he was worried about getting in a relationship with me because he has been cheated on before and doesn't want it to happen again, and how he has...
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lkmb:
yeah dating someone for two years and talking to another girl is definitely cheating.
what makes a person strong?
I always used to think that if a person was num to everything and anything that happened, they were strong. I've always been mad at myself for crying about anything, but does crying make me weak? or does crying and then putting myself back together make me strong?
I always used to think that if a person was num to everything and anything that happened, they were strong. I've always been mad at myself for crying about anything, but does crying make me weak? or does crying and then putting myself back together make me strong?
gosharkz:
Crying then putting yourself back together makes you strong.
Crying makes you human. ITs good to be human. Its good to have feelings.
Crying makes you human. ITs good to be human. Its good to have feelings.
rodan:
What makes a person strong is just - being strong - doing what you have to do when you have to do it. Crying doesn't make you weak - it just means you're honest with your emotions.
putting yourself back together again might indicate some inner stength tho.
putting yourself back together again might indicate some inner stength tho.
today I told one of my regulars that I have given my notice and that my last day would be on the 13th of december. His name is Charley, must be in his 80's, and has a rose tattoo on his right forearm that has a scroll under is that says mother(you can't read the mother part anymore, but he knows its there), He got...
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brave1:
have a fun safe trip! 
captain_midnight:
Hooray for vancouver! I hope you have a great time!
I gave my notice at work today, it took me forever to just say it, I was scared they would get mad.
any way, My last day is December 13.
any way, My last day is December 13.
videoeye:
From the I-Ching:
Change is the natural order.
Change is loss,
but also change is grow.
Change is the natural order.
Change is loss,
but also change is grow.