ombraboxer

so I think you call what I did today a big fall right on my face. It ended up being a horrible attempt to quit. Last night I got no sleep, one of the side effects of it is trouble sleeping, another? vivid dreams. So when I was able to fall asleep I was only woken up a little while later by those stupid dreams. So with what sleep I did get i went to work only to experience the worlds worst cramps. World worst cramps, mixed with no sleep, mixed with a nicotine patch, is very very bad. I got the the point where I could hardly stand, breathing something I had to push for, and seeing straight was out of the questions, finally I was on the ground crying. I looked up to see my manager standing over me with two midols, a smoke, and a lighter. I swear there must have been a glowing light around her with angels singing in the background. About an hour after that everything was better.
Tomorrow is a new day right? with no mistakes in it, yet.(I love Anne of Green Gables) So tomorrow I am a nonsmoker..