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Edmonton, AB

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Monday Oct 16, 2006

Oct 16, 2006
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Today is day one if my new nonsmoking life.
of course, I've had three today...but those three are my last three, I swear. And I don't look at those three as failing, I look at those three as "slips". And slips are ok, as long as you don't let it turn into a fall. Thats what the little book says that came with my NicoDerm patches. I'm brainwashing myself by saying that over and over again.
I really want to quit this time. I realized today just how dependent I have become on them. I get so stressed out at work and I need one. Then once I've pulled out enough hair and yelled at enough people, I go out for one. When I come back in, I'm happy, and everything is good. It's bullshit, and it needs to stop. So I'm done.
tpkaz:
You will quit if you really want it to happin.
It only takes 3 days for tobaco to leave your system So good luck on the next 3 days smile
Oct 16, 2006

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