ombraboxer

no complaints about work today, I had a good day. Tips were shit, but that's fine. A man about 75-80, with a broken arm came in. He had french toast, ham and eggs. I saw that he was getting frustrated trying to cut it with one good arm, so I offered my help. Once I was done cutting everything I looked up and saw the...
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that place is turning me into someone I don't want to be. I snap at customers all the time. The way they think they can treat me piss me off. A man and his wife came into today, and when I brought out their food they got mad at me becuase there was veggies on their plates. I calmly explained to them that the veggies...
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Tonight I went and saw a "friend" we've been seeing and by seeing I mean sleeping with, each other for a couple months now. I don't see anything happening with him...he's kind of an ass. Anyway, on the way to his place he asked where all my stuff was. I didn't think he wanted me to spend the night, So we stopped off at the...
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so I have this habit of making drastic decisions right after a guy hurts me. For example, I've always had long blonde hair, the first time a guy hurt me? I dyed it black. The second time, I moved back to my hometown, saskatoon, the third time, I dyed it back to blonde. The fourth time, I moved back to Edmonton, and cut all my...
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I hate men, more then anything else right now. I tried to get over one guy, by "seeing" another, only to find my self in the middle of his marriage problems. He wanted it bad, but he said no right before we were about to...I've never had a guy say no to me before. It's not very good for my ego, in fact I feel...
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The world is fucked, and I can't even say I'm any better.

Last night I kept having the same dream over and over. I'm in the titanic when it sinks, and I'm getting sucked under the water, chunks from the ship hitting me, the water rushing over me pushing me down. And then I wake up, everytime. And everytime I'm out of breath, it even felt like I had water in my lungs. It was freaky.

Last night(well actually tonight seeing as I am writing this last night, not tonight, I'm just posting it tonight, and not last night...ya anyway) I said I would think and write about it. The one thing I really have on my mind is my ex, Chad Michael Murray. Ok I didn't actually date Chad Michael Murray, I haven't even met the guy. But that is...
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I wanted to write tonight, about something that would make you think. And I had a lot I could write about, but then you would be thinking about what I was thinking. So why don't you just think, and write about it. I'm going to do the same, I'll post it tomorrow. So go, think.

When someone askes you if you miss them, and you don't. Do you tell them the truth? Do you say no, I really don't miss you at all? Well I didn't, I said I did. And he said he missed me too. I can't stand him. The way he trys to control me. After he said he didn't want me to cheat on me tonight.(he...
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At the end of summer I bought two tickets to the Esk VS Rider game. I'm not a big big football fan or anything but it's the team I cheer for now, and the team I grew up with. It was my birthday present to myself. And only a couple days ago the person I was supposed to go with said she couldn't go. So...
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It has been one week since I quit smoking. And I've only had two, once while I was drunk and the strippers, and another at work a few days ago(I really dont know why I had that one...)

anyway, yay one week!