Quick post because susuwatari is all SG active girl, and now I'm feeling motivated to actually edit my SG set, and I bet you'd rather I do that than throw a bunch of words at a screen. Right?
I get up and I run, and the day is already a success, so I can slack off from there forward. Right?
Right?
Kind of sad to say, but my life lately is measured in mileage.
And youguys? I just hit the 100 mile mark.
I'm starting to feel a little bit like I'm this purely physical being, and my thoughts, creations, emotions, relationships are all slippery, passing around me.
Funny thing is....right now, I'm pretty okay with that. Sometimes you need a break from life.
I did force myself to get one query emailed out. I got a form rejection letter immediately. It's frustrating, but in some way it's also actualizing. So many agents seem never to respond, so it's like shouting into empty space, hearing that haunting absence of a voice. Getting a real, tangible rejection, while quieting to the ego, is comforting in a strange way. I'm out here. I'm doing this.
Enough about now. Let's look at porn.
♥
I get up and I run, and the day is already a success, so I can slack off from there forward. Right?
Right?
Kind of sad to say, but my life lately is measured in mileage.
And youguys? I just hit the 100 mile mark.
I'm starting to feel a little bit like I'm this purely physical being, and my thoughts, creations, emotions, relationships are all slippery, passing around me.
Funny thing is....right now, I'm pretty okay with that. Sometimes you need a break from life.
I did force myself to get one query emailed out. I got a form rejection letter immediately. It's frustrating, but in some way it's also actualizing. So many agents seem never to respond, so it's like shouting into empty space, hearing that haunting absence of a voice. Getting a real, tangible rejection, while quieting to the ego, is comforting in a strange way. I'm out here. I'm doing this.
Enough about now. Let's look at porn.
♥
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getting up and running I would definitely count at the lest, the morning, a success.
congrats on the 100 miles.
third photo is definitely superhero, The Flash-type speed picture.
the fact that you are aware of the slippery nature of all those other aspects alone would point away from you being a purely physical being. probably semantics, but that kind of awareness is good. physically focused and grounded perhaps. a bit inward turning. not a bad thing.
all the modern trappings are fun to have again. was never very far from them. even in Afghanistan I had access to wireless internet on occasion and had my netbook and such. it's more the easing back into hustlybustly over technified and energized America that is difficult. It's a different set of survival and coping skills I have to dust off. But the ready access to technology is fun and not too overwhelming...well...then I got my new smartphone. and it's smarter than I am.