I owe another photo post, I know.
.....I've had a shitty week. The simplest explanation is that I have an ex who seems to be making an effort to ruin my life - by slandering me and those that I love, and making a pointed effort to take my friends from my life.
The longer explanation includes him breaking into my email and printing my personal emails, spreading rumours that I am accusing him of rape (no - we never even came close to having sex) and rumours that I'm publicly slandering him in my Private diary, him getting my semi-boyfriend sued, spreading rumours that I have literally gone insane, and him spreading rumours that my semi-boyfriend is a rapist.
....Every time I talk to a mutual friend, I hear some new story about myself.
Several of my closest friends have distanced themselves from me noticeably; or called me crazy. I'm getting very sensitive about that word.
And one of my closest friends, who I'm halfway in love with, seems to be deciding she trusts the accusations of the ex over the truth - and me. He met her through me - once, almost a year ago. ....She lives a state away, so we keep up online. She hasn't responded to notes I've left her, and always has somewhere to go when I get on AIM. I'm hoping I'm paranoid about losing her....but I don't think so. Every time I go to see how she's doing on livejournal or myspace, he's leaving her chummy comments, inviting her to his house and promising to call her.
I'm watching helplessly as she gets tangled in the same web that I was in.
I'm fucking paranoid and strung out all the time. It's not because I'm insane, as he's claiming; it's because the same person calling me insane is methodically destroying my life and my relationships. But yes. Under enough pressure? Anyone starts to act crazy.
.....I'm considering seeking police intervention, but I don't really know that any of this is illegal.
I don't really feel like linking to all 7 of my portraits from this week.
Here are the two that are pertinent to what's going on.
Ending the Abuse:
Walking Away:
.....I've had a shitty week. The simplest explanation is that I have an ex who seems to be making an effort to ruin my life - by slandering me and those that I love, and making a pointed effort to take my friends from my life.
The longer explanation includes him breaking into my email and printing my personal emails, spreading rumours that I am accusing him of rape (no - we never even came close to having sex) and rumours that I'm publicly slandering him in my Private diary, him getting my semi-boyfriend sued, spreading rumours that I have literally gone insane, and him spreading rumours that my semi-boyfriend is a rapist.
....Every time I talk to a mutual friend, I hear some new story about myself.
Several of my closest friends have distanced themselves from me noticeably; or called me crazy. I'm getting very sensitive about that word.
And one of my closest friends, who I'm halfway in love with, seems to be deciding she trusts the accusations of the ex over the truth - and me. He met her through me - once, almost a year ago. ....She lives a state away, so we keep up online. She hasn't responded to notes I've left her, and always has somewhere to go when I get on AIM. I'm hoping I'm paranoid about losing her....but I don't think so. Every time I go to see how she's doing on livejournal or myspace, he's leaving her chummy comments, inviting her to his house and promising to call her.
I'm watching helplessly as she gets tangled in the same web that I was in.
I'm fucking paranoid and strung out all the time. It's not because I'm insane, as he's claiming; it's because the same person calling me insane is methodically destroying my life and my relationships. But yes. Under enough pressure? Anyone starts to act crazy.
.....I'm considering seeking police intervention, but I don't really know that any of this is illegal.
I don't really feel like linking to all 7 of my portraits from this week.
Here are the two that are pertinent to what's going on.
Ending the Abuse:
Walking Away:
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