I have been bad about posting, I know. Been in kind of a weird place, mentally and emotionally.
I was in a shitty relationship at the beginning of the year. I was suicidal; unhealthy as it is, suicide fantasies were my coping mechanism. They were my happy place.
Months after the relationship ended, I'm feeling back to myself.....but still, anytime I feel upset or out...
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I was in a shitty relationship at the beginning of the year. I was suicidal; unhealthy as it is, suicide fantasies were my coping mechanism. They were my happy place.
Months after the relationship ended, I'm feeling back to myself.....but still, anytime I feel upset or out...
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theinsomniac:
Nice work!
salome:
I think you can get poles custom made to fit your particular ceiling ...
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salome:
Yep, everyone agrees: your portrait of me in the church is my best picture ever. 
thedvsmonkey:
Yes, but I know for sure she wasn't expecting it even remotely any time soon!
I owe another photo post, I know.
.....I've had a shitty week. The simplest explanation is that I have an ex who seems to be making an effort to ruin my life - by slandering me and those that I love, and making a pointed effort to take my friends from my life.
The longer explanation includes him breaking into my email and printing my...
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.....I've had a shitty week. The simplest explanation is that I have an ex who seems to be making an effort to ruin my life - by slandering me and those that I love, and making a pointed effort to take my friends from my life.
The longer explanation includes him breaking into my email and printing my...
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lost_is_my_name:
I'm sorry to hear about all this BS. I've been through things similar except with a girl. Just so you know you're a very beautiful and intelligent women and you've always been on of my favorites on this sites. I live in Oak Creek now, so I'm not too far from Chicago. If you want to hang out anf get some coffee, I'll be all ears. Just let me know.
kay:
It is illegal. Period.
Worm.
~cheers
Worm.
~cheers
sometimes I get so sick of watching the world crumble that it seems the best recourse is to stop watching and escape the crumble.
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l_f:
The world is unsolvably bad. The best is to keep one's own interiority.
(or something like this...)
Fung Yu-Lan summarizing Yang Zhu's thought...
Anyhow, your latest photos are more beautiful than ever!
Cneers,
Lord_Frous
(or something like this...)
Fung Yu-Lan summarizing Yang Zhu's thought...
Anyhow, your latest photos are more beautiful than ever!
Cneers,
Lord_Frous
l_f:
P.S. In pinyin, Fng Yǒuln
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kay:
I'm here until August at least.
Sounds like you have been going through the craziness that is life! Yeesh!
I'm holding up.
~cheers
Sounds like you have been going through the craziness that is life! Yeesh!
I'm holding up.
~cheers
kay:
Darlin, I'm so game with that thought. Well and truly.
Well I hope that you are in this area sometime before I'm out of here. I would love to hang out some time and swap stories.
~cheers
Well I hope that you are in this area sometime before I'm out of here. I would love to hang out some time and swap stories.
~cheers
Just got the first shot for the HPV vaccine.
.....I hear there's a Herpes and AIDS vaccine in trial at the moment. How nice modern medicine can be when it works!
.....I hear there's a Herpes and AIDS vaccine in trial at the moment. How nice modern medicine can be when it works!
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salome:
An AIDS vaccine? For real, or just wishful thinking?
salome:
Oh, and yes, members voting to un-reject sets is a brand new concept they're trying out. The concept may go down in flames or it may end up in the set getting accepted after all.
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infinity:
very nice work so far.
razer0:
The first and fourth photos are fantastic.
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evanx:
Lookin' good!
aaronsrod:
Oh I do thanks for that, nice work
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_elichrusos:
Haha. I lose at perception.
infinity:
a rather nontraditional april fools, but one that probably got most of us...
So, this morning I got a call from 8am from a number I didn't recognize. I reluctantly answered - only to be suddenly disoriented by....life.
Months ago, before my life went to crazy hell, B and I had decided to look more seriously into the kids issue.....and, with his dad's help, we found a foster facility, visited a few times, and ultimately filled out the...
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Months ago, before my life went to crazy hell, B and I had decided to look more seriously into the kids issue.....and, with his dad's help, we found a foster facility, visited a few times, and ultimately filled out the...
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_elichrusos:
That's amazing. Good for you!
lotusmonger:
wow! That's a crazy call to get at 8 am! You have a very happy smile in these pictures. Jamal is adorable! I wish I could still look as cute in overalls.
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salome:
Oooh, I can't wait to see the new hair!
infinity:
also waiting to see pics...
Sorry to hear you're going through this.
The one positive I can say is that you know the people who do believe you are good and caring friends, so definitely look to them for support when you start feeling suicidal....even if they are not, as was said before, part of that social circle.
Maybe it's time to look outside that social circle? I'm bad at advice for this, because my response when it happened to me, was to just wall myself up and shut everyone out.
Not really a great move on my part, so I wouldn't suggest it for anyone else.