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Wednesday Jun 11, 2003

Jun 11, 2003
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this is possibly one of the worst weeks of life. despite my good intentions, i manage to hurt the most important people in my life, and it makes me feel like shit. somehow i can't find any kind of balance between making everyone around me happy and being happy myself. i think that if i were someone else, i wouldn't want to be my friend. i don't have the time, the will, or the energy to put it all down here, but if you read this, maybe just say something nice to me. i need it. or say something shitty to me, because i probably deserve it.
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cait:
I saw you in the Dread group and came here to your profile- you have great taste in music and movies!
you said you like the troma movies- have you seen the Killer Condom? Its german with sub-titles....SO funny!

Anyway, looking at your pictures- the nude one is really neat! I like how you did that,
Cait
Jun 11, 2003
matthere:
i like the way you think. Except I can tell you are hyper-self-critical. I'm the same way and I hate it.

being yourself is frightnening for some of us for some reason. i guess it makes sense for whatever reason that is different for each person, though. it takes practice.

i was into this book called Radical Honesty for awhile. It was a good read even though it is pretty extreme. Brad Blanton is the author. It is about how much more full a life can be if you are completely honest. You lose all the bullshit and free up the space in your mind you use to juggle all the little lies you have to keep track of. it makes sense.

much love
Jun 12, 2003

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