olliver

I finally came back home. Alone.
Lover's troubles made him totally unbearable. He was bad with me, violent, depressed and depressing... I was going into self-destruction staying by his side. It's sad to say but it was the only solution to keep our relationship alive. One of us had to leave. I was not able to cross Europe by bike alone. I left.

9 trains.
2 days. 2 night.
Lot of money.
Lot of tears.

But also relief.
The only thing is that I'm angry at him not to have allowed me to live this journey too... Now he's still on the road, enjoying the things I wanted to enjoy. Without me. And he seems so happy.
He also said that he miss me........
I don't know what will be our future but for now it's better to be far away I guess...

Self defense.