ollie

Ahh, first journal entry.

Well, it's been a nice day, very sunny but cold and the air was crisp.
Spent the day discussing the future repercussions of the US election. Had a 'ham salad' baguette for lunch. Very nice.

High point of the day: Got an alarm clock radio in the mail (ordered from eBay). Very exciting, and put me in a good mood for the rest of the day.

Anyway, I'll leave you with a poem I wrote a while ago...

How can I help being what I am?
I can lie to you,
I can lie to them,
But I cannot lie to myself,
And that is what you want me to do.

If only you were this,
If only you were that,
Then I wouldn't be me,
I would be with you,
But I wouldn't be with myself.

You shake your head,
You turn your back,
And you walk away,
But I'll still be here,
When you change your mind.

You wanted more,
You wanted it all,
And now, you crossed that line
You can't come back, tell me,
How does it feel now?