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Hanging In/Stubbornness

Nov 12, 2014
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Is not true that life is what damn thing after another...

it's the same damn thing over and over again

-Edna St. Vincent Millay

Our inner process gives us every opportunity to learn what we need to learn. Our inner being is very conservative-minded-it continues to recycle our stuff, and recycle our stuff, and recycle our stuff. If we don't get the lesson the first time around, we get another chance… and another… and another. What gives us every opportunity to work through whatever we need to work through.

Unfortunately, every time an opportunity for learning recycles, it comes with a greater and greater force. The intensity of the force with which we have to be hit is directly related to our denial, stubbornness, and illusion of control. Life will cycle the same damn thing over and over again, until we get it.

We're lucky that way.

I'M GLAD my inner process hangs in with me. Sometimes I'm a slow learner

fietsbel:
Learning and bumping at a wall are two things that are part of our lives. Sometimes it makes you sad sometimes you can laugh about it.
Nov 13, 2014

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