oliviablack

So i haven't been on here in a bit...

But i am happy to say that i am in a great mood!

Even though I got dumped on Valentine's Day...

I'm great!

I realize the person I was with was a disease and I'm better off.

I will say that I loved this person and thought it is who I wanted to be with forever,

But who I thought i loved and who I really loved were to different people.

So I'm actually excited about being completely single.

Most relationships I have I spend the whole time cheating and leave that relationship to go right

into another.

For the first time I fully loved someone who broke my heart.

I was fourtunate enough to have that done to me.

So now my slate is wiped clean.

It was going to happen sooner or later I happy that it happened at a time with an enormous

amount of change

So it just gets thrown in with the rest.

Such a liberating feeling.

I don't even want to date.

I have realized that I need to work on school and me so when I graduate I'm able to give the

person I am with all the love and devotion they deserve.

Really great feeling to know that and really believe it!

I have also been doing great in school.

Blowing through that like no other.

Of course I have my struggles but I love it.

Love the trial and error.

Today I colored my friends hair black with blue highlights on the one side of her faux hawk!

Very happy with the results.

I have also started a new journal project.

I highly recommend it to everyone.

Cut out different things that you like from all kinds of magazines.

Even if they don't apply yet,

Get a funky journal that speaks to you.

Start today and paste all your cut outs where you see fit.

And everyday write down what you liked about that day.

Very easy.

Not as negative as a normal journal.

Even bad days write down something good.

Then when you look back at it days, months, or years later

You will remember all the good things you have done over time versus that bad things.

Good luck and I hope you all start one.

Keep me updated on yours and I will do the same!