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Perched.
By Miranda Blankenship

Some days I sit here, unearthly as hell...
working on getting over it.
The way my cards were dealt.
Not like I have so much to bitch about,
just everything in the world.

Can't it stand to wait another day?
You're pulling me in, pulling me on, pulling me down.
In front of the train tracks, going northbound.
I'm caught in...
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xip:
Sorry, I've never worked with a photog in VA, only in FL... Winchester is about 45 minutes from my hometown actually smile
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xip:
It's awesome that you found a photog, particularly one so adept! I just found myself a new one in town that I have a meeting with on Monday, so I'm excited. Can't wait to see you go pink! kiss Do you have a set concept yet, or just gonna wear something cute?
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ME: a movie starring Demi Moore/Cher

And so this is it
and so, i never thoght it would be like this.
I can hardly see the saddness in the dark september sickness of your heart
you thougt it was make beleive
and maybe it was for you
but i beleived

this is the time
i dreampt that i was fucking fearing.
running from an angel...
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xip:
Ello darling! My newest set was just queued today, so it'll probably be up this month? I dunno, they don't do it on a first-come-first-served basis, I think they do it according to demand for certain models... so here's hoping *crosses fingers* thank you for the kind things you said
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debrajean:
let me guess.... you wanted to be an sg but were rejected.
don't take it out on me.

i'm not thin as a personal insult to you, it just happened to be the way I was made. i'm not any less of a "real woman" because i'm a 32 d and not a 38 a.
my dendrites and axons work just as hard as a fat fatzos do.
i don't feel as though you are demeaning me by having a fat ass, why do you feel so attacked by my body.

get over it.
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POEM FROM MY BOOK: LETTERS FROM A DREAM.

Held Under
By Miranda Blankenship


Must go along with innocent eyes
Blue sea turning gray
Fountains fill me with youth
Hopeful, only hopeful
It will last till I am gone
Ill slip away in a dream
Drown in a summer lake
Murder myself, held down

Eyes open- studying those stones
of green and brown
Clear- clear- clearescent...
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loki:
no, no don't worry - I'm not mad or anything, just for some reason felt like exaplaining...
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and good luck if you try again - be confident in yourself and it will show no matter what!
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lucy:
That poem is pretty.
And don't get down about the rejected sets.It happens to everyone. Just keep your head yup and keep trying.
Trust me, weight has nothing to do wiht it. I'm almost 200 lbs and I have massive cellulite, and you can't tell in my set. It's all in the way you pose.
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I completely wonder why the fuck I am even a member of suicide girls? SG has already rejected me twice.. is three times a charm? I am a very un active member on here. haha! I guess I'm E Z 2 forget. booh.
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bowiee:
you are defintley not easy to forget.. i dont she how you could be rejected you are so very lovely.. you have the most seductive eyes.. tooo lovely for words.. you are
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And so it was that I said to ye... the children are dying, my lover. As they laugh and play in the oleander fields... we weep in their harvest of the poisonous flower. And I said to ye, my creator.... my creature.. be not afraid of the white blossoms the children devour. What doesn't kill them will only make them stronger.

Miranda Oleander
weirdomanson:
word!
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Life is a fucking insane carnival... all these little munchkin clowns are thrashing about on a ferris wheel... biting toes and fingers off of little girls with big lollipops and pig tails. someone let me off this maddness. It's not too late, I promise! One day I will find a way out of here and I will not look back at the frozen faces of...
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velvetknuckles:
Outstanding. Truly.
xip:
I write compulsively! Actually this inspired me to engage in some good ol-fashioned free hand on an airplane ride across the coast this morning, so, thanks. smile
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oink It snowed last night so I'm feeling a little grey today.
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just_eric:
i was browsing the new photos and found yours ..... i must say you have very sexxxy lips, very kissable love love kiss kiss kiss
weirdomanson:
id love to be your friend.. smile so i take you dont like the snow much or maybe the cold weather?
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Hey, this is my first time being on here... so people.. make me feel welcome. I'm Oleander. surreal I live and breathe oleander... I sniff the powder of Oleander and I get high ... so high in fact that I float up into the clouds and become one with the angels floating around lije some sick demented invisible child. skull But, oh now my friends... we have...
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velvetknuckles:
Cannot penatrate me anymore? hmmm... Hey the pix are OUTSTANDING!!! love love love

Welcome and stay away from the oleander... (I read a story once that a horse ate an Oleander Plant on a ladies front porch and when he died he fell on the ladies dog and killed it)