oldskoolpat

i hate interviews. i must've gone through fifty of them this year so far. its really hard to muster any enthusiasm at all for the process. you hear the same questions, try really hard, and know that regardless of what you say, someone else with more experience (or who has a connect) will get the job every fucking time.

i'm thinking about asking the folks to help me pay for some graduate courses. at least then i can feel like i'm doing something productive.

i wish it would act like summer.