oldskoolpat

hey whats up?

not much here, i've just been working at the restaurant a lot this week, waiting for a real job lol. i'm updating this afternoon in spite of not having a lotta time to do it- i keep having to pull doubles because my manager is pentacostal and has church every day. my legs are getting tired of this shit. i'm not 16 anymore. but i can't complain too much, how many busboys do you know get $11 per hr? they give me free food all the time as well.

i fucked up and smoked a cig this afternoon. i knew it would happen eventually, so please don't chew me out too bad. you don't smoke two packs a day for 15 years unless you're a serious addict. if i could just keep it down to after meals and after sex, things like that i'd be happy. the whole thing started because i didn't want dry socket, i never thought i'd go 5 1/2 days.

all those excuses and i still don't feel better about it


UPDATE:
Johnny Ramone has died. He was 55, and fought prostate cancer for the last five.

i feel a salute is in order: *tips yuengling